Hello everyone!
So this is a One-Shot I just wrote (it's one for now ...). It's from Finns point of view.
Disclaimer: I don't own GG or any of the characters. I don't own the title "Like The Angel" either, it belongs to Rise Against (if you don't know them, you should listen to them, Tim has an amazing voice!)
Well, please read and review!
Hugs and kisses, Purzelbaer
I watch her sleep. Even now she is beautiful. I know this is neither right, nor will it bring anything else than pain in the future. But I can't help myself. I need her more than anything, she is like air for me. A voice in my mind says disapproving: 'I always said it. Nothing good can come from that. Falling in love with your best friend's girlfriend is just dumb. And then letting her come close to you? God, she calls you one of her best friends, you should have known better!'
The voice sounds way to much like Colin. He had always been my conscience. We had done very stupid things together, but he had always been the one, who knew where he should stop. I never knew that, but he stopped me every time, before something bad happened.
This time he didn't, he just talked, but that wasn't enough to keep me away from her. How could it? She is an angel, both on the outside and the inside. If you ever saw her smile, you would know what I mean. Making her laugh, seeing those shiny smiles going in my direction – it feels like nothing I've ever experienced. It's such a warm feeling, it makes me light headed. And those blue eyes, they're just so amazing. Like two diamonds. And I can always tell, when she looks at me. They nearly penetrate me. Oh yes, I've fallen. Hard and deep. She's like a drug for me, I can't get enough. And every day without her is a bad day. One time, on spring break, we were away from her for the whole break. I started to count the days until I could see her again, I really did. I know, this is so not me. She isn't even a redhead, but still … God, I'm an idiot! How on earth did I manage to fall in love with her? There are millions of other women out there, but I needed to fall for her! I don't know, what I'd do without her anymore, but this has to end. I need to go, or it will all end in chaos. Slowly I get up and look at her. Then I kiss her lips, careful not to wake her. It will be the only kiss we ever shared, I swear to myself.
"I love you, Rory Gilmore …" with this whispered words I walk out the door. I try to ignore my aching heart. With this it ends, forever …