Scared
[A/N: A Sakura/Syaoran fanfic. AU. Drabble.]
Syaoran
It's been almost a year. One month or two months short since I've known you. Before that you were just another familiar face.
Whenever I'm with you, music follows us. Everywhere, anywhere, anytime; as long as I'm in the same space and time as you. It was an indispensable part of me, and perhaps also you... we have different sides of it in which we live on, in which we are attracted to... but when we are together, it seems like all walls have vanished. Yours and mine become one, in that moment, suspended in that small space of time.
We haven't really talked about ourselves, or our lives beyond the time we spend together. All I know is that we are both attracted to music, and that in your own time you try to immerse yourself in yours. I do the same, but I don't know if you know.
It was as if music has brought us together. Without it, I couldn't have met you.
I am just so grateful for meeting someone like you. But I am scared of telling you my emotions, things that I feel will push you away from me. I am so scared of losing you, to the point that I have to distance myself from you from time to time. I am so afraid that the things that had happened in my past will happen again.
So I will just stay here, and be your friend.
Sakura