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Choice & Consequence (Part 1)
Chapter 1: New life 22 B.B.Y.
As the Nubian sun set on our secret wedding day, I looked on with my newly christened husband, Anakin Skywalker, with hope and uncertainty in my heart and soul of the things to come. With the battle of Geonosis still fresh in the back of my mind, along with the cold metallic appendage that now gripped my small hand, I savored whatever sanctity of peace we could get. The holy man, with R2-D2 and C-3PO, had given us our space on the balcony that overlooked the lake where my love and I shared our first kiss not too long ago.
I was brought out of my deep serenity when Anakin turned towards me to say, "Let's go inside", gently drawing me away from the peaceful balcony.
Anakin made me feel like no one else had ever and will ever. For that I was deeply thankful, even though our now secret double life threatened to ruin our careers should our transgressions get out to the Jedi and political world we were surrounded by all our lives.
I decided to take the lead once we entered the Naboo retreat that I was obviously more familar with. I brought Anakin to the hallway leading to my room, for it was bigger and more elegant than the guest room, making mine more suitable for our honey moon. My wedding dress lightly dragged on the floor but I still had to pick it up to avoid tripping on it, so Anakin scooped me up into his strong arms and swung me around laughingly.
"You're as light as a feather!" Anakin jokingly teased me as he entered in the bedroom doorway swiftly putting me down.
"Of course I'm as light as a feather when I'm being held by a big, strong Jedi like yourself!" My smile grew as Anakin's did as we felt love for one another so intently in our hearts. I did not need to be a Jedi Knight to feel the warmth radiating from my husband but I guess it wouldn't have hurt since Anakin could perceive my emotions so well.
Anakin shut the door behind us as I lowered my dresses veil so I could take out the pin that lightly kept a part of my hair half way up. Despite everything that had transpired since Anakin was assigned to be my protector, I surpisingly did not feel tired. I should have felt it since I had barely gotten any sleep the past three days but my excitement for my first night with my love kept me up almost in a wired kind of way.
Anakin seemed to have read my mind and body language as he said with light innuendo, "I'm not tired at all, Padme, quite the opposite." He strode right up behind me with his hands lightly placed on my shoulders then began tracing my neck with the flesh of his index finger.
It wasn't even that I needed a man's touch, quite frankly I needed Anakin's touch and only his. I tilted my head to the side so he could have more access when I heard his voice crawl into my head.
"I need your touch too Padme. I've craved it for so long..."
I was only slightly startled by the fact that Anakin practically probed my thoughts but I didn't think much of it. Since I was so in love with him so I accounted it to just an innocent act.
I turned around to look up into his handsome face as my brown eyes bore into his beautiful baby blues. A minute of this felt like forever but I was glad that it would be our forever and that no one would be able to take that away from us.
"Padme..." Anakin breathed in my scent and sighed in contentment as he placed his head against my chestnut brown hair.
Out of a sudden urgency, he cupped my face in his hands, looking at me so seriously and without a word, pressed his hungry lips to mine. I welcomed the sweet kiss that I had wanted so much and it turned into a battle of our tongues as my lips parted. My mind was buzzing with all of the possibilities of what could happen but I knew what would happen for certain. My hands wandered enthusiastically up to his shoulders where his Jedi robe rested and lightly shook it off to the floor as Anakin's hands met the small of my back.
Another moment longer and we could not stand the barriers that kept our bodies apart. Our skin was screaming to be let loose from the bindings of clothing that clung to our bodies. His lips regretfully left mine in search of my neck to kiss, suckle, and nibble at as my hands found his belt, dropping to the floor quickly. My hands had an urgency about them but my mind told me to take it slower so I could savor our first night together and the taking of my maidenhood. Anakin, for respect of not ripping my dress, took his time getting me out of it even though his wishes were the same as mine. My defensive walls were all but demolished at this point and even though I was once a reputable women with the title Queen of Naboo, tonight I was none of that. Tonight was our one definite night to be with each other and be as passionate as we wanted to be so I was taking advantage of it.
"Oh Annie..." I murmured softly as my dress lightly fell to the floor which left me in just my scantily clad underwear.
Anakin responded by taking his tunic and undershirt off in one fluid motion and kicked off his dark brown boots to the corner of the room. I caressed his now naked chest and felt the smooth yet muscled contours of his body and trailed to his biceps as his hands wandered also. My fingers glided so easily over it all and I was in wonder of how such a beauftiful body could be before my own. He grew impatient of standing so he used the force to lift me and gently placed me down on the bed as he took his pants off. The only thing that kept our skin from being completely on fire from the touch of one another was his under shorts and my underwear that covered the bare necessities. I bit my lower lip in anticipation of seeing his naked flesh in front of me as I knew he could barely contain his urging manhood while thinking of the same thing.
"We belong together, my love." His whisper barely audible in my mind but enough to drive me crazy with desire to be one with him totally.
There is only so much holding back a man can do with a woman and at this point Anakin's hold was about to break. My hand reached behind my back to undo my covering as Annie swiftly pulled down the other, making me completely naked and leaving me to wait for him to take his turn. He teased me a little bit, placing his hard manhood against my thigh through only his shorts, making me cry out softly. Without even moving his hands, an unseen force yanked his shorts off, ripping away the last barrier that kept us from being in a passionate fire of skin on skin. His hand easily found my breast, caressing it softly but needingly at the same time.
I held onto him tightly in expectation of what was to come as his lips met mine over and over again. Finally, he entered me slowly in caution, for this was the first time for the both of us and yet it felt so perfect, regardless of the intitial pain I felt. My maidenhood was torn away like a veil being lifted and the pain never felt so good. I gasped in pain at first and then it wore away quickly due to Anakin's healing technique he naturally knew as a Jedi.
Our love making was very gentle at first, but soon the paced thrusts dove into me, quickening and slightly deepening. Anakin softly moaned my name in ecstacy into my ear as I wrapped my legs around him wanting more and more.
"Oh Anakin..." I could barely pause to take in a quick breath as he moaned in acknowledgment. I took his face in my hand and intently stared at him as I told him I loved him over and over again. Waves of pleasure felt like they were being poured into me continually and I could barely contain going into an oblivion of bliss but somehow I slowed myself. This closeness we felt with each other was like an unbreakable bond I knew in my heart couldn't be broken, no matter how hard I tried. I wanted the edge of oblivion to tip over when Anakin was ready for it and only then.
"Say you're mine, Padme. I need to hear it."
I could barely supress a moan as I told him, "Yes! I'm yours always Anakin, always and forever."
With that, he thrust into my wetness harder and faster than before with a renewed strength that amazed me. Waves of pleasure kept building up for the two of us until we were enveloped by Nirvana, kissing passionately in a feverish motion. I raised my hips up and down to meet his, his seed pouring into my waiting womb as my pleasure tipped over, past the brink. We both moaned at the same time and then ended it with a kiss and said we love each other as Annie finally collapsed onto me. I cradled his head on my chest as we caught our breath for the next minute. This is what real happiness felt like, not just the physical part but more importantly the emotional bond that we carried between us. I would die if that bond were severed.
Anakin rolled onto his back and dragged me playfully on top of him, then sighed in contentment. Having just consummated our relationship, he smiled smugly at me in triumph, whispering to me, "All mine, forever." I was Anakin's and he was mine thankfully, but at the same time a little voice in my head felt uneasy and warned me about the possiveness. We were risking everything to be together and I feared that kind of negative (and yet sometimes positive) emotion could only bring trouble.
Putting it out of my mind, I nestled my head on top of Anakin's broad chest lovingly as a round of sleep finally over took me in what felt like forever.