I Cant Always Be Okay

Chapter One

One Month And Two Weeks Plus Five Days Later (Hehe long hehe)

"We gather here today to mourn over the loss of a medical ninja, comrade, family, member, sister, best friend, l-loved one…Haruno Sakura."

Everyone listened to Ino as she stood on a small podium. The funerals for Tsunade, Karin, Suigetsu and others had been done and over with now it was Sakura's turn. Naruto leaned against a crutch as Hinata held onto one of his arms crying softly. Many were crying including Sasuke who stood in the back fazing out the words that could never truly described Sakura. Sasuke had his head bent and only until everyone left that he slowly walked up to Sakura's grave stone and kneeled down. The sky hadn't stopped crying since Sakura died and Sasuke clutched a scroll next to him before unrolling it. After using his chakra on the scroll he pulled out Sakura's two swords placing them against her gravestone and rolled up the scroll. After Sasuke touched Sakura's name he pulled something out of his pocket. It was a folded up enveloped and he lightly put it down next to the swords. Sasuke leaned his head against the gravestone and let his tears fall while his body shook.

"Why did you have to leave me?"

Sasuke cried not expecting an answer and he was given none. Thunder roared after the lightening and Sasuke stayed in the same position for a few minutes before pulling himself together and standing back up. Everything was back to normal if you could even call it that, which you couldn't. Naruto had become the new Hokage but Sasuke couldn't find himself to be happy for his best friend. Everything had been rebuilt and most people who had been injured lived. But no good news brought Sasuke even to a small smirk, he just couldn't will his body to be happy. Luckily tomorrow would be his first day at being ABNU captain, he could put himself on so many missions that soon he would forget…hopefully.

That night the storm raged on the worst it had ever gotten, the ground becoming muddy and dirty and they crawled slowly their bleeding body could only move so fast. It didn't make sense how the hell this happened to them, but it did. They crawled their hair falling in front of their face and they cried out at the same time. Their cries of pain as the rain fell down on their back was like cold, sharp needles.

Sasuke shot up in bed gasping for air. That same dream Sakura dieing in his arms. A loud shrieking was heard and his head snapped to the window. Was that…no it was the wind. Sasuke shook his head only a small tear escaping his eyes. He couldn't forget about Sakura, it was too hard. She had told him to live his life and find the right girl for him. But he had found her and she had died in his arms. Sasuke ran both his hands through his hair.

"I cant do this."

They screamed again before tossing over on their back, it caused pain but it felt nice to have the rain splash their face. What was that noise? Both of them looked, tears of pain clouding their vision but not enough that they couldn't see the river next to them. Their dry throats burned and they opened their mouths licking their lips to moisten them as best they could. Get the water, drink it. Was what the voices said and they nodded slightly before flipping themselves over slightly and making the painful journey over to the side of the river. The side was muddy and slippery that it wasn't safe to be this close, especially when the waters were rushing at a fast speed. But they crawled over their thirst winning over rational thinking. Putting their hands in they quickly flushed the water into their face slurping the water up in a frenzy but not getting it quick enough. They pulled themselves closer and…fell in. The water twisted and thrashed their body around like a rag doll and at points pulled them under. This wasn't good screamed the voices and they tried to scream out but more water jumped down their throat. Grab onto something! She screamed to them and their hands went out and tried to grabbed the many rocks around them. Only for them to cut their hands and sides. More pain, empty black thoughts were creeping up on their mind while the voices started to scream at them to stay awake. But they couldn't and they closed their eyes.

Three Weeks Later

Beep Beep Beep

Sasuke quietly turned off his alarm and sat up in bed. He hadn't gotten any sleep last night and he rubbed the back off his head before getting himself dressed for his first mission today having a larger squad than of three or four. After getting his gear on he tied his ABNU mask on the side of his head. Naruto was already waiting for him outside his house as Sasuke locked the door Naruto fell in step with Sasuke's quick pace.

"You don't need to baby sit me you know, im fine."

"Well first off you're not fine, but I also like to see Sakura's grave. I-I haven't seen her in awhile."

Naruto's Hokage robe fluttered slightly as they walked into the graveyard. Something wasn't right already, the air…wait it wasn't raining?

"It's not raining…"

Sasuke stated looking up to the sky it wasn't raining but the sky still had gray clouds.

"You're right."

Both men looked up to the sky as they walked the rest of the way until Sasuke looked down at Sakura's grave. He stopped dead in his tracks and it took Naruto awhile to stop and see what Sasuke was staring at. Sakura's grave stone was smashed into pieces and her coffin was thrown out of the gravesite where it was dug up. The coffin was thrown open and also smashed while Sakura's swords were taken and so was the envelope. The envelope that had the wedding ring he was going to give Sakura to purpose.

"What the hell?!?"

Naruto yelled looking around for a body, Sakura's dead body was no where in sight. This had to be a grave robbery. But where was the- her body!!! Sasuke quickly corrected himself looking for Sakura's body.

"This is a grave robbery, someone probably got spooked being out here. Last week there was a pretty bad storm and it looks like this happened awhile back."

"Who the hell is supposed to take care of watching the cemetery!"

Sasuke yelled before pumping out chakra into his feet and flinging himself to go and get his ABNU squad. There he could go and get all of his squad members to help look at the crime scene. (There own personal CSI! How cool!)

A man still walked down next to the lakes edge, where he had been fishing. The sun was up with a rainbow in the sky, and he had been able to catch as twice as many fish than he expected to get. That was then it happened, the lake next to him burst water flying up into the air. The man named Riku dropped his fish and fell on his buttocks. (hehe funny word). As the water fell down drenching him he quickly looked back at the lake through his wet hair and his eyes grew wide. There he could see a woman's body trying to pull itself out of the water only getting halfway. The woman looked up black waist length hair sprawled out everywhere while it was drenched. Riku could see the blood on the ground and he was terrified noticing the black angel wings forming out of her back.

"H-help."

Croaked the woman and he looked into her glowing dark violet eyes before she blacked out.

"A demon."

Riku stared at the demon of a woman and he started to think, should he save her or let her die and go back to the hell from once she came.

"Sasuke your team came up with information about the crime scene."

"And…"

Naruto looked up from the paperwork a weird look in his eyes while he folded his hands together on his desk.

"There is no evidence that a grave robbery happened."

"At all?!?"

"Really there is no evidence…to suspect that anyone dug up Sakura's grave."

"What are you trying to say?!? Sakura's body cant just get up and walk away from-"

Naruto stared directly into Sasuke's eyes.

"Sasuke…the evidence proves differently."