Forgiven
By lovelesschic93b
(A/N-sorry it isn's good writing but its at least a story)
Chapter 1 BPOV
I woke up in Edward's bed that he bought about a year ago. He wasn't in it which has become a habit lately. And I always see him come out of Rosalie's room. He's been doing that a lot since Emmet up and disappeared. I was starting to get worried cause Rosalie was jealous of me and she did want Edward. Edward came in to check on me I suppose and laid down next to me.
"Sorry," he whispered. I almost didn't catch what he said, he said it so low. "What are you sorry for,"I asked already knowing the answer. He hesitated first but then he spoke. "What I'm always sorry for. Not being here when your awake," he replied. He said it so quick that I could barely understand him. In that instant, I thought about Jacob in open arms if Edward ever hurt me again. Then He spoke bringing me out of my thoughts.
"What are you thinking about?" he asked. What was I suppose to tell him? "Umm...about how you always come out of Rosalie's room every morning. I understand she's upset but every night. We haven't had a single time to be alone." I said in a whine. I was getting louder with every word I said.
"Bella, do you honestly thi-" "EDWARD!" Rosalie yelled interrupting him. "Oh my god she is gonna be the death of me one day." he said at a whisper that I parly could hear him. He kissed me on the forehead and left. I didn't even bother getting dressed. I decided I would ask Jasper a favor. I left out of Ed's room and went to Jasper's. I knocked once and he was at the door in an instant. He had no shirt and just a pair of jeans on. "Are you ok Bella?" he asked me. He must can feel what I am feeling now. "Can you do me a favor? Can you see what Edward is feeling when he comes out of Rosalie's room?" I asked so quickly that I couldn't understand myself.
"Of course, Bella. Would you like me to right now. I can if you'd like." he said to me softly. "Yes, please." I pleaded him. I sounded pitiful. Jasper sat down on his bed and closed his eyes. Then, he started moaning and he opened his eyes again and looked at me. If he could cry I know he would be but I don't understand why he would cry for me. I knew it. I knew it all along. I started crying and I felt Jasper grab my wrist and he pulled me to his chest.
I cried and the tears just wouldn't stop. I still don't understand it. He promised and he lied. The hole was forming again. Jasper grasped me tighter. I heard the door open but I didn't let go of Jasper and he didn't let go of me. "Did you know that Edward is cheating on Bella? And with Rose, too?" He snapped. It must have been Alice. "No. Oh I'm so sorry Bella. But I need you to leave for a second. Talk to Edward. Find out what's going on. The person who is doing it can tell you the best, Bella. I'm really, really sorry." Alice said again. I looked at Jasper and then to Alice and I left the room.