I have decided to come back to this story and hopefully make it better because lets be honest it sucked before, I hope it's better this time around reviews would be great.
"It will be good for you to stay with your father Bella." My mother was such a sweet woman. A few years ago I looked just like her, brown wavy hair, thin but toned bodies, big brown doe eyes and a carefree attitude.
Things were very different for me now, I am nothing like the sweet innocent girl my mother tried so hard to cling to, part of me feels pretty bad about it too. I was off at all hours and doing things I knew I were stupid and wrong but I had to, it's part of growing up right? You rebel, smoke a little drink a lot and your window sees more action than it ever has before.
Before I met my friends I was a shy timid girl who faded into the background, the one that no one remembers. Most of the time in school I was simply looked over like I wasn't even there till I met Angela that it. She was exotic and fun, she was wild and crazy, all things I never thought I could be. She had three colors in her hair, a piercing in her lip and an a problem with teachers, parents, anyone that thought they had power over her.
Angela brought me into her little group one night, none of them even questioned it and suddenly I had three amazing best friends when before the best I could say was I had people to study with. They just started talking to me all the time and the first time they asked me to hang out I was beyond surprised I thought they had just felt bad for me, but eventually they had just taken me into their little group and honestly I felt like I fit perfectly.
But we got into a little too much trouble one night. So now my mom was saying it would be good to spend time with my dad. Translation: I can't handle you so I'm shipping you to your fathers. From her point of view I kind of got it, I had turned into a new person and she wasn't taking it well and I was paying the price for it.
"You didn't tell him why…did you?" I could not live there with my father the police chief, letting him think about me as some horrible trouble maker. He would never let me leave the house if he knew what happened. The things that happened that night were not my fault. Actually I didn't get into trouble, not really, but it scared my mom so I had to go. Zeke did though, thankfully his parents didn't really give a fuck, they paid the lawyer bills and washed their hands of him again.
"No sweetie, I didn't tell him. I know you don't want to but I just know it will be good for you there." She sounded so sure of this like that stupid god forsaken town could help me. I would do this, but only because I love my mother and I didn't want to make this even harder on her. Besides her and Phil need some alone time if you know what I mean.
"Okay then, I will go." She smiled and hugged me.
"Your plane leaves tomorrow at noon." She knew I would say yes. Just because I changed a lot doesn't mean I stopped caring about my mother and stopped putting her first. I always have. She was one of those people that had to be taken care of, she was always losing everything, forgetting to buy groceries, eating out because she couldn't cook and all around being her hair brained childish self.
"I'm going to go call the gang." She nodded and I headed upstairs. No one else was really on lock down as bad as me though Zeke was the only one who's parents didn't pay any mind to the incident.
"Hey bitch." Angela said as she answered the phone.
"I have bad news." Angela immediately started dialing the three others that made up or little group.
"What up Izz?" Zeke was the hot bad boy of our little group. He was tall 6"3' and damn well built, and to top it all off he was a drummer, every girls wet dream.
He did anything for his friends no matter what it cost him. Like this time it cost him getting a record for saving my ass. I would always owe him for it to. His hair always fell into his eyes hiding any emotion that crossed them. Hi eyes were the only part of him that would give away an emotion. Otherwise he could easily hide it, from anyone but me.
"Why are we on the phone? Oh wait we are all grounded Thanks to Bella." Bridget said my name like it was something fowl. She wasn't really in our group, she just kind of hung around even when she wasn't wanted. Really the guys tolerated her because she stalked them and if we let her hang out sometimes she would lay off
"Shut the hell. You didn't have to be there." My voice was just as bitchy and mean as hers, probably more so.
"Oi!" Ah Jason my lovely "brother". He wasn't really my brother but we looked a lot alike and acted like we had grown up together. He was tall but not as tall as Zeke only 6". His hair was died like mine but obviously shorter, it was all shaggy and untamable. It worked for him though.
"Leave my sister alone. She's right you didn't have to be there." Jason always stuck up for me, even if I don't need it."
"Well I wanted to be with my friends. I like getting to know Zeke better." She attempted to purr the last part in a sexy way, sounded more like a dying cat to me.
"Oh bitch please, Zeke wouldn't try to get to know you better if fucking you was his last chance at survival, he'd go to Jason before you and your nasty diseases." Angela busted out laughing and when Bridget tried to answer cut her off.
"Well that was fun. Let's not do it again." Zeke was trying to be the nice guy but was laughing too hard. Bridget just hung up in a hugh.
"So what is your bad news Izz?" Jason's tone became serious.
" I'm moving, to Forks, Washington to live with my dad. My mom asked me to. My plane leaves tomorrow at noon." My voice was cracking by the end. What was I going to do without my best friends?
"What? Why?" Angela was sounding sad and frantic.
"She says it will be good for me to spend time with my dad. Really she just wants me away from here. I promise to come back and visit when I can. Maybe you guys can come see me to sometimes." I knew I wasn't hiding the sadness in my voice but there wasn't much reason to.
"We love you!" all three of them yelled together.
"I love you guys to. I don't know how I am going to survive without you. I refuse to just fade into the background like I did before you though. I'm going to show this small ass town what I'm made of." I was trying to make it sound not so bad. I wasn't fooling anyone. I was moving across the freaking country for Christ's sake.
"Oh sweetie we will miss you so much." Zeke sounded ready to cry. That boy never and I man never cried. Not even when they found his dad.
"I want to talk to you all individually I'll call you all separately. Then I have to go to sleep." They said ok and Angela got to stay first.
"You I'll be fine there Izz. You always are. You're a big girl, you can handle yourself. Just remember to call us and email and text every chance you get. I can't have you finding a new best friend." Angela's voice cracked about 8 times in her tiny speech. I had only been friends with these guys 2 years and they cared about me this much.
"I could never fine a new best friend. Or any friends as good as you guys. It would be impossible. We have two years. Junior year starts in a week. After senior year we can go off to collage together just the four of us. Together like it should be. And I will be calling and texting and emailing all the time. You guys are my support group. I love you Angela." I was full out crying now.
"I love you too." The line went dead like she couldn't say anything more. Probably couldn't, she was always bad with emotional crap. We all were we all had our own reasons. Its part of why we are so close, why we cling together like we do.
"Hey." Jason's voice sounded sad and distant.
"Hi." My voice was no better. There was no hiding my feelings from Jason.
"I love you and I will miss you. That's all I can say or I will cry and you know how I hate that." It's true he really did despise crying, with a passion, it was like showing he was weak in his mind.
"Sounds good to me, I love you to and ill talk to you all the time." We hung up. That was…short. I expected it though. We may be siblings but that doesn't mean we were emotional all the time.
Now for Zeke, my hardest call. He was always there to protect me and now I had to leave him behind.
"I love you. I hope to see you guys soon. I miss you already and I hate leaving you guys. Don't forget me." I had to get it out fast with Zeke. I knew he wouldn't want to talk much at all.
"Take care of yourself Bella. I could never forget you." That's all Zeke said whispering the last part an hanging up. I knew it had double meaning. I never wanted to see it. I ignored it now. I would handle that situation just not now.
I lay in my bed, thinking about all the things I have done with my friends, how much I am going to miss them. It was going to be hard not being with them all the time. Then again nothing was easy. I would deal. I would take my two years in silence. Make everyone happy then go to college and be with my friends.
"Bella honey, wake up. It's 10. You have to get ready to go." She left the room leaving me to wake up slowly.
I slowly mad my way to my bathroom. I took my shower, washing away the bad dreams. Normally I would stay in the shower till the water ran cold but today I was on a time crunch. I made my way over to my dresser picking up the clothes I planned on wearing today, nothing to special. None of my normal stuff, just a plane baseball tee with black sleeves, my favorite beat up jeans and converse.
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"Lets roll!" my mom yelled up the stairs
I didn't talk when I got into the car. I had one suit case with me. The rest if my stuff was being shipped to my dad's. My mom knew I was sulking. She tried to start a conversation a couple times and eventually gave up. Really I just wanted to wallow in self pity.
The air port was slow and boring. My plain was delayed two hours. The ride was short and uneventful. I blasted music and finished City of bonesfor the third or fourth time.
Now I had to try and find Charlie in this mess of people. Oh great. I haven't seen the man in four years and I was expected to find him. This was going to be impo- I was cut off by someone awkwardly touching my shoulder. The man was a little taller than me, brown hair brown eyes, Charlie. I didn't even realize I had done it but I hugged him like I was a little girl. I missed my daddy.
Maybe it wouldn't be so bad here. Oh god I'm already going crazy. Maybe insanity won't be bad either.
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And I have yet to decide who she ends up with…maybe Zeke or Jasper….one of them. Tell me what you think is a good idea!
-short supply