Hey guysss!! This is my second story, but I am deleting my other story because I no longer have an interest in writing it Hahaha lol. So this is my second try and I really hop you guys like it! It would mean so much to me if you would review!!

Well:;; Enjoiii

Have you ever wondered how it would be, to start over, somewhere where no one knows you? But only this time, you're afraid. Afraid of everything and everyone. My names Isabella Swan, Bella for short, and that's exactly what I'm going through.

I used to have a great life, everything was perfect! People were jealous of me; they were always wishing they were in my spot. Well I wish I could have switched with any one of those people. I would rather be them.

I lived in Phoenix Arizona with my mother and her boyfriend, Phil. I had a boyfriend, James. I had so many friends, but my best friend was Victoria. Her and I had been friends since I could remember. Definitely before first grade. We told each other everything and you basically could consider us sisters. We were always together, no matter what. I trusted her and she trusted me. She was beautiful, long vibrant red hair, blue eyes, perfect skin, tall, and she over all just looked like a supermodel.

It used to bug me to stand next to her. I would be so self conscious because, especially compared to Victoria, I was rather plain looking. I had brown hair, brown eyes, and I was pale, very boring to look at.

During freshman year I met this boy James. To me he was perfect. Gorgeous! He was tan, muscular, tall, blonde, and had the lightest blue eyes. He was in a few of my classes, and within the first two weeks of school we were really good friends. Now instead of just me and Victoria, it was me, James, and Victoria.

Of course I had already developed myself a little crush. But I didn't think someone like James could ever like someone like me, Victoria (beautiful) seemed more his type.

But during the second month of school James asked me to the movies, and I and he really connected. Later that week he asked me out.

Me, plain old Bella Swan had a boyfriend. A gorgeous, nice, sweet boyfriend.

Someone pinch me!

James and I had been going out for only one month when just out of the blue Victoria started acting different. She would avoid me and James when we were together. She never called me any more. And the weirdest thing was, I was looking through James's phone and there happened to be a lot of calls to and from Victoria. I didn't think that it was such a big deal because we had all been best friends before. Man was I wrong.

On our 4 month anniversary James made me dinner and dessert at his house. It was so sweet! After dinner and dessert we were watching movies on his couch. About half way through the movie we were making out and within ten minutes James had carried me up to his room. This is where everything went down hill.

He slammed me on to his bed so hard that my back hurt. And he started saying "Bella, Bella, Bella, were doing this whether you want to or not"

I was confused "what do you mean?" I asked starting to get nervous.

"Bella you know what I mean. We are having sex."

"James no, I'm not ready for this, we've only been dating 4 months. I can't. I'm not ready. Please!" I stammered.

He just laughed "I don't care. Come out here Victoria" he was scaring me, what was he talking about?!

Then I saw Victoria walk in with a video camera.

"Oh thank god! Vicky please help me" I said.

"Help you? Why? Just so you can steal some other guy away from me. Well to bad for you I've been sleeping with James here for the last 3 months. And I don't really think he likes you very much. And a matter of fact, neither do I," She pressed the record button on her camera while her and James were laughing hysterically.

Then James ripped of my shirt and bra, in full view of Victoria's camera.

I started crying and screaming "No please, don't do this. Please don't. Please no!"

Then my skirt and underwear.

Then he raped me. And Victoria caught it all on tape. They then attacked me, hit me with a lamp, and other things until I was unconscious.

I woke up in James's house, with no one there. I'm not sure where Victoria or James were. And honestly I didn't care. I threw my clothes on and sprinted all the way home. Crying and trying to forget everything that happened to me.

When I got home my mom was sitting on the couch, and I told her everything. And I cried, and she cried. And then she told Phil. And Phil called then police. And the police made me tell them everything. And they found Victoria and James. I had to testify in court. They both went to prison.

Everyone knew what had happened to me. Victoria had emailed my entire school her precious video.

To this day, I have no idea why they did that to me. And that's the scariest part, knowing that I trusted and loved both of them, and they did something that horrible to me.

So right now I am on a plane, to go live with my dad, Charlie.

I've never been to his house; he lives in Forks, Washington. He moved back to his home town, after him and my mom got divorced. In Forks it rains everyday. It seems like a sad place, so I guess it kinda fits my mood.

I'm moving because I cannot handle living in a place where everyone knows, and saw, the horrible thing that happened to me. I'm trying to forget and keep moving forward. And that's kinda hard in Phoenix.

So here I am, all alone. Moving some place new. Where no one knows me or what happened to me.

I don't know who I can trust, and who might betray me. And that, that is the scariest thing.

"Ladies and Gentleman, please fasten your seat belts, we will be arriving in Forks, Washington in 30 minutes"

Fuck my life, here we go.

I hope you guys have liked my story so far. And I'm going to adding a chapter or two by tonight or tomorrow so get excited : ) . Hahaha, I really hope you guys enjoyed this!! Please please please please review, with positive comments, negative comments, or any ideas! Thanks so much

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