When the Night begins
Disclaimer: I don't own X-Men or any of the persons.
Can't they see that I'm not a kid anymore? So many things had happened and I absorbed so many memories and thoughts that I can hardly remember how it is to be a kid. To sleep and not to worry what happened the next morning that is my wish every time I see a star falling.
I'm not naive or a daydreamer I know that the whole You-see-a-star-falling- you-have-a-wish-free-thing is not working but right in this moment I'm free. I don't need to worry or to think about my life at that moment.
Even as a little girl I would be up late in the night to look out the window to see the stars. Every time I saw a star falling I cried because my mother used to tell me that when a star is falling from the sky a angel has died because somebody has broken his heart. Over the time I began to wish because I don't want that the angel had died for nothing. Because of that I'm still doing it today.
I'm a night-person not just because I have nightmares. Even as a seven year old I was wandering around at night, not only with my body but also with my soul. Here in this institute I'm wandering around looking at all the pictures that are hanging in the school. When I had a nightmare from Magneto I often go to the professor because he is the only one who can understand that I'm an old soul in a young body.
On some days I feel all alone because I think nobody can understand me. Kate, Jubes or Bobby doesn't know what it is like to have more than one person in your head. The only one who could understand me besides the professor would be Ms. Grey but she is gone. So there is just Professor X left but I don't want to bother him that much with my problems because there a many other children here who need his help more.
But I promise on one day I will have control over my abilities and then my mind will be mine and only mine. On that day they don't dare to ever call me kid again.
Till then the only thing left for me are the nights in which I can practise the control of my powers and in whom I can stabilise the walls in my head that are holding back the memories of all the people I have absorbed.
When the night begins I promise that I only think of me and to get control over my powers. One day it will happen suddenly without me knowing it.
End
Tell me what you think.
Disclaimer: I don't own X-Men or any of the persons.
Can't they see that I'm not a kid anymore? So many things had happened and I absorbed so many memories and thoughts that I can hardly remember how it is to be a kid. To sleep and not to worry what happened the next morning that is my wish every time I see a star falling.
I'm not naive or a daydreamer I know that the whole You-see-a-star-falling- you-have-a-wish-free-thing is not working but right in this moment I'm free. I don't need to worry or to think about my life at that moment.
Even as a little girl I would be up late in the night to look out the window to see the stars. Every time I saw a star falling I cried because my mother used to tell me that when a star is falling from the sky a angel has died because somebody has broken his heart. Over the time I began to wish because I don't want that the angel had died for nothing. Because of that I'm still doing it today.
I'm a night-person not just because I have nightmares. Even as a seven year old I was wandering around at night, not only with my body but also with my soul. Here in this institute I'm wandering around looking at all the pictures that are hanging in the school. When I had a nightmare from Magneto I often go to the professor because he is the only one who can understand that I'm an old soul in a young body.
On some days I feel all alone because I think nobody can understand me. Kate, Jubes or Bobby doesn't know what it is like to have more than one person in your head. The only one who could understand me besides the professor would be Ms. Grey but she is gone. So there is just Professor X left but I don't want to bother him that much with my problems because there a many other children here who need his help more.
But I promise on one day I will have control over my abilities and then my mind will be mine and only mine. On that day they don't dare to ever call me kid again.
Till then the only thing left for me are the nights in which I can practise the control of my powers and in whom I can stabilise the walls in my head that are holding back the memories of all the people I have absorbed.
When the night begins I promise that I only think of me and to get control over my powers. One day it will happen suddenly without me knowing it.
End
Tell me what you think.