Another Path

Jacob, friend, and confidant

To me your face will always haunt

Not nightmares cold

But dreams so bold

As to make me want to keep living

In this mortal skin, warm and forgiving

Blind to yesterday's tomorrow

And tomorrow's past

Living in your rich embrace

And letting time and space erase

These memories of immortal life

And human strife

Mortal gain

And haunting pain

With you, as your wife

Our children growing, sound and safe

In a home of wealth in love

And faith and honesty, pure as the soaring dove

This is the path I dare not tread

No matter how beautiful, the thread

Of the tapestry it weaves

For I am on a different road

Of blood, and pain, and overload

But with pleasure beyond your wildest dreams

So, think of me fondly, and forget this life, which I pulled at the seams

I can't go with you, but I love you, I do

But you must understand that I love him too

Thank you for reading and please comment ;)

-Myself