For me
By Gray Aibou
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Save me…
The pair of yellow eyes set on him, amber and gold swirling sickeningly behind a familiar face
It wasn't your fault…
Sam's finger slides down the trigger, rubbing the cold dark metal with the deepest and darkest regret
Sam…
A tear slides from Sam's eye, as he raises the gun, trying desperately to steady his shaking hands
"I dare you" It whispered coldly, through a voice that he had known all his life.
Please…
Dean's lips curled into a dark smile, a cruel smile unfitting to his own perky and unique smirk.
Finish it here…
Sam raised the gun a little higher, his breaths rattling inside his very chest, and chest tightened in anguish. He stared forwards through watery eyes at his brother, covered in dirt and blood, standing tall and smiling, evilly and confidently.
And cold yellow eyes
So dark…
I won't blame you…
Darkness draped his brother's calm frame, lean and sturdy in the shafts on moonlight lighting the barn
"First, I'm going to kill you" The demon whispered smugly through Dean's helpless lips "Then all the hunters like you…"It smiled
"And I'll make sure HE is watching, the whole time…"
Sam choked back a sob
He knew what Dean would have wanted
…
The colt glistened in the moonlight
Do it…
Time froze
A bullet flew forwards
Two pairs of eyes opened wide
I love ya' Sammy…
The bullet lodged itself within Dean's throat
He fell
And so did Sam, to his knees, gun clattering on rusty wooden floorboards as tears ran down his face
He watched in anguish as his brother gasped, and his outline blurred in black curls of smoke, that rose up and writhed like snakes, as if they had a life of their own.
Wind ran through the barn and a loud hissing traveled over the air, Sam's hair whipped around for a few seconds, then the commotion died away
Sam slowly crawled over to Dean, sobbing and cringing at the overwhelming stench of sulfur. He stared down at Dean, at the bullet hole on the right side of his neck. At his closed eyes and emotionless face
Sam grasped Dean's hand gently, as if it were made of golden leaf, something that would crumble if handled too roughly.
Sam kissed it
"Dean! You can FIGHT this! I know you can…"
"…No…I, I can't…"
"But-"
"-Sam…Just shut up…"
"…"
"…And kill me…"
"…No"
"Save me from him Sam…"
"Please Dean, don't ask this of me!"
"It wasn't your fault…"
"Stop it…Stop talking like this is the end…"
"Sam, please…Finish it here…"
"No, Dean please…There must be another way…"
"I won't blame you…"
"No…"
"Do it…"
"I c-can't…You can't leave me here on my own Dean…Your death will mean nothing…I-I…"
"…I love ya' Sammy…Do this for Dad, For Mom and Jess…"
"…"
"Do this for me…"
Sam wept
"Dean..." Sam murmured, tears running
He glanced down at his brother's calm face, relieved of all earthly pain and misery
Dead…
"I love you too…"
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