I do not own any part of Sons of Anarchy and this story will not really follow the story line of the show. Rated mature for language/sex/and violence...you know all the good stuff.

"Fuck" she said as she woke up with a pounding in her head. She took a deep breath and stretched out, only to have her hand connect with the soft skin of the person laying beside her.

"Fuck" she said again, under her breath, and rolled to get out of bed.

'What the hell was their name again' she thought to herself as she pulled on her tank top and underwear. For the life of her she couldn't remember. For that fact, she couldn't remember most of last night. But then that's what happens when you drink yourself into a blackout, like she had done for the past week. She looked to the lump in the sheets and decided to wake them. Usually she never let them stay the night, hating the awkward conversation in the morning when all she wanted them to do was leave. Obviously in her drunken state she had forgotten to kick this one out, or maybe she has passed out before she could. Either way, it was time to go.

Walking around to the other side of the bed she leaned down and gently shook them awake. They opened their eyes and smiled up at her.

"Time to get up honey" she whispered as they grabbed her wrist and tried to pull her back into bed.

"Too early. Come here" the girl purred as she sat up and wrapped her arms around her waist.

Emelia shook her head as she unwrapped the girl's arms from around her and backed away.

"It's time to go. I have somewhere to be" Emelia said in a sweet but firm tone.

The girl must have gotten the message because she began looking for her clothes to get dressed. As the girl was dressing, Emelia walked over to her purse and looked for her phone. Snatching it up she walked out of the room and made her way downstairs. Entering the kitchen she saw that coffee had already been made and a cup was sitting on the counter along with a bottle of aspirin. Opening the bottle she downed a couple and picked up the cup to head towards the dining room. Rounding the corner she saw Happy sitting at her kitchen table with a smoke and a cup of coffee. His eyes were on the small television in the corner of the room but as she entered Emelia knew that he had seen her.

"Thanks" she said motioning to the cup in her hands.

"Figured you would need it" he rasped out and gave her a little smirk.

"How bad was I?"

"You downed a bottle and a half of Jack and started dirty dancing with some blonde."

"Well that explains this killer headache" she said sitting down.

Just then the girl from upstairs walked in and went straight over to Emelia. Leaning down she grabbed her face and kissed her, rather passionately. When she pulled away she handed Emelia a piece of paper and said "Call me sometime and we can do this again" then headed out the door.

"And that explains the blonde" Happy said with a slight chuckle.

"Not really" she sighed tossing the paper on to the table. "I don't even remember her name."

Snatching the paper up, Happy opened it and said "Maggie".

"She was pretty hot. How was she?"

"I don't remember that either" she said as she laid her head on the table and groaned. "Fuck my head is killing me. I'm never drinking again"

"Ha like I haven't heard that one before Emmy."

"Shut up" she grumbled and got up from the table. "What time do we need to leave?"

"Gotta head out by 12 if we wanna make it to Rogue River by nightfall. We'll stay at the clubhouse and then head to Charming in the morning."

"Okay. I'm gonna shower before we go."

Entering her bedroom she stripped off her clothes and walked into the bathroom. Catching her reflection in the mirror, she stopped and stared for a minute. 'So this is what heartbreak looks like' she thought to herself before tearing her eyes away and stepping into the shower. As the water ran over her body she thought about everything that had happened to get her to this moment. She was about to leave her hometown of Tacoma and move to Charming, California to live with her brother. And all of this because she had let a pretty little brunette into her heart, a heart that she then stomped all over.

6 MONTHS AGO:

Emelia Kozik walked into Red's diner like she did every Saturday morning and scanned the booths for that familiar blonde hair that belonged to her brother. Spotting him in the back, sitting with Happy, she walked to the table and sat down across from him.

It had become a tradition among the three of them to eat breakfast on Saturday mornings together and catch up. Since Koz and Happy were a part of the Sons of Anarchy they weren't always available to hang out with. Growing up with a brother in the MC you learned very quickly to never expect too much when making plans. They were frequently called away on club business and could sometimes be gone for days at a time. But still they tried to spend every Saturday morning that they could in this little diner, eating pancakes and talking about whatever was going on in their lives. This Saturday morning was the first time she had seen either one of them all week and she was glad to see that they made it back safe from their run.

"Miss me" she smiled up at her brother while yanking the menu from his hands.

"Not even a little bit" Koz stated with a chuckle as he grabbed the menu back from Emelia.

She grabbed it back from him which started a game of tug-of-war with the menu. The two of them were so caught up in their little game that they didn't even see the waitress arrive at the table.

"What can I get you guys today?" she asked as she pulled out her order pad and took a pen from behind her ear.

Her voice startled Koz and Emelia, who immediately let go of the menu. The sudden motion knocked the menu into the cups of coffee on the table, sending them crashing over and pouring all over the waitress and her jeans.

"Shit. I'm so sorry" Emelia called out as she stood up to help clean up the mess.

Koz followed her and began picking up the pieces of the broken cups as the waitress walked away and then returned with a towel. Crouching down the girl began to mop up the spill and Emelia reached for the towel.

"Here let me do that. It's my fault anyways."

"It's okay. Really. I spill things all the time. I'm actually pretty clumsy" she replied.

"Apparently so is my sister" said Koz as he and Happy laughed.

Emelia shot him a glare and he shut up and turned back to his menu.

Once the spill was cleaned up, Emelia sat back down and the waitress took their orders and walked back to the kitchen. After they got their food, they spent their time eating and talking until Happy got a call on the prepaid saying they needed to head back to the clubhouse. He called for the check and when the girl brought it by the table Koz stopped her and handed her a couple of twenties.

"Sorry we ruined your clothes. Buy some new ones on me. It's the least I can do" Koz said while giving her his best flirtatious smile.

"Thanks but that's not necessary" she said handing him back the cash. "Maybe you can make it up to me some other way."

Koz smirked and sat back a bit. "And what way would that be sweetheart?"

"Take me out sometime" she replied with a coy smile.

She grabbed her order pad and wrote her number down and tore off the page.

"I think I can do that" he replied as he reached for the paper in her hand.

She chuckled.

"Actually I was talking about her" she said as she slid the paper across the table to Emelia.

The look on Koz's face was priceless and Happy let out a rather loud laugh as he got up and made his way to the door motioning for Koz to follow. Emelia took a good look at the girl and noticed that she was actually quite gorgeous. She was tall with perfect curves, had tan skin and dark brown hair that had a slight curl to it. She had beautiful cheek bones and piercing green eyes, a shade so unique that she had never really seen it before. When Emelia realized that the girl was still standing there, she snapped out of her starring and gave the girl a smile. Grabbing the paper she stood up and reached for the girl's hand. Pulling her close she picked up a strand of her hair and curled it around her fingers before letting it fall back down.

"My name's Emelia but you can call me Emmy. What's your name honey?"

"Carmen" the girl replied with a sweet smile.

"Well Carmen it was nice to meet you" she said as she backed away from the girl. "I'll call you later and we can set something up alright?"

Carmen nodded and with that Emelia walked out of the diner and towards where Koz and Happy were perched next to their bikes.

"Damn Emmy what was that? You two were so close I thought you were gonna fuck her on the table" Happy rasped as he took a drag of his cigarette.

"Shut up" she said playfully as she grabbed his cigarette from between his fingers and took a long drag. Blowing out the smoke she turned to her brother who looked like he was pouting.

"She's fucking gorgeous though isn't she Koz?"

"Yeah she is. I can't believe I just got pussy jacked by my sister. It's surreal man."

Happy laughed and Emelia smacked Koz in the back of the head.

"What can I say, women are just better" she called out as she walked away to her car and the boys mounted their bikes and took off to the club house.