Lauren has serious feelings for Bo. Bo has serious feelings for Lauren but is with Dyson and happy. Will Bo come to her senses? This is kind of AU. Bo and Lauren never consummated their relationship. Nadia exists in this fic. I do not own any characters from Lost Girl...just a mere fan girl spreading Doccubus love.

Special thanks to Jules and Jen for beta-reading my fic:) I really appreciate you guys.

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Lauren's POV

I didn't realize the significance she held in my life right away. At first, I thought I was merely infatuated with her kind as I am with most fae species I encounter. I had never met a succubus before, but I knew they were wildly sexually appealing. Needless to say, knowledge base aside, I wasn't ready for someone like Bo.

I haven't been able to stop thinking about the Succubus. In fact, I think about Bo so much that I had to cross-reference the micro-organisms in her DNA with that of a Freya, a type of fae who invokes love. I knew the results would be indeterminate, but for my own sanity's sake, I had to try. And of course there are similar fae such as Djinn who can control your free will or an Incubus who, for their own purposes, hunt sleeping women with intentions to have intercourse. These are all very similar species, but none of them could ever compare to Bo.

When we first met, Bo used her power on me to try to get me to help her escape the Ash's compound. Her thrall should have worn off in approximately three hours….but a little over one year later; it's as if the feeling never left. Wait, that is inaccurate. This had nothing to do with thrall. Bo herself was the driving force for my feelings. And that is… conclusive.

Bo is the embodiment of all things that one would consider requisite in the fae world. She is effortless yet devastatingly gorgeous. She is modest, yet full of life. She is naive, but at the same time the strongest person I know. Bo is-

"Hey you…"

I whipped around in my chair at the sound of her voice, thereby dropping several folders of research, consequently on the succubus, to the floor during the process.

"Whoa…Lauren I'm sorry; I didn't mean to scare you." She looked at me with slightly amused, yet very caring eyes. She started to move from her position at the door to help.

"Bo! I got it…sorry I was just in the middle of my analysis on the fairy dust outbreak from earlier." I said as I scrambled to pick up the information in haste. She stopped and gave me a questioning look with her trademark grin.

"Oh… because of the levels of contagion in the dust the Ash has asked me to keep the files classified, I mean I want to show-"

"Lauren...Stop. I understand." She laughs putting her hands up in an innocent stance. We both share a smile. My deductive reasoning skills tell me she's smiling due to my inability to communicate properly. I'm smiling because she is my enabler.

She is deceptively gorgeous tonight. Bo is very modest yet not so much at the same time. Her hair is pulled back in her trademark hairstyle and she's wearing what I would consider the tightest black jeans in existence. And of course this is Bo; it goes without saying her cleavage overshadows her purple tank top and leather jacket. I keep smiling while also trying to keep my eyes focused above the neck.

"Kenz is at the Dal and I was just heading over for drinks. Do you want to come with?"

I am elated. My smile grows bigger as I reach for my belongings.

"We better hurry because Dyson is getting antsy in my car. You would think the guy would know the meaning of a classic car." Bo says casually as if there were absolutely no issues with that statement.

And just like that I am deflated. That instant and minuscule drop of happiness that I possessed had vanished. I try to recoup quickly.

"You know I would love to, but I really should finish this report. The Ash has not been very lenient on this matter." I give her a small smile. I see her blink to the floor quickly and then focus on me again. Her eyes begin to narrow. Part of me believes she knows the real reason.

"Are you sure..? First round is on me. I'll even duct tape Kenzi's mouth shut after the third round."

"While that is very tempting Bo, I really should finish this report." However, if Dyson were to suddenly develop a brief case of faeilitus...I would reconsider. She holds my gaze for a few seconds seemingly wanting to persuade me again, but she gives up.

"Okay…Well if you change your mind-" Bo starts to leave.

"Thank you Bo," I cut her off and gave one last weak smile before turning around back to my desk. I close my eyes and will myself not to give in. I try to wait until I don't sense her presence anymore. She's still here; I can feel her eyes burning holes into me. After a few more seconds I hear her move towards the door, and eventually I can no longer sense her.

I tighten my jaw and start to write on another file.

"I worry about you Lauren…" I hear her say softly. I stop, mid stroke of my pen, and stare at the wall in front of me. I am completely unmoving. I don't say a thing, and she doesn't continue. By the time I turn around she is gone.

Wow..I know this is short. I honestly thought it was longer...I promise the next chapter will be long enough:) Review Please!