What Can I Say, a gallagher girls fanfic

Cammie POV

Piercing words, eyes are red
Watched your tail lights in the rain
Empty heart filled with regret
I know we were both to blame

"I HATE YOU!" I screamed. Zach and I were fighting again. This happened a lot more now. Zach was never home and when he was, he just wasn't the same.

"Fine then, you hate me. I'll have the ring back now," he said coldly. Tears started streaming down my face as I pulled it off my finger and threw it at him. "I'll be back for my stuff tomorrow." He then slammed the door and got into his car. I watched as his tail lights got further and further away. I slid down against the door and started bawling.

And I'm not sorry that it's over
But for the way we let it end
So I said all I had to say
In letters that I threw away

I sat up and picked up my bag of letters Zach and I had exchanged during my years at Gallagher. I stalked over to the fireplace and threw it in. I watched as it slowly burned into nothing. I thought we were soul mates. Even if it wasn't meant to be, I didn't want it to end in pain and anger.

I walked over to the phone and sat next to it, waiting to see if maybe Zach would call to apologize. After 2 hours, my hope was fading away. I fell onto the couch and stared at the TV.

Zach POV

How did it come to this?
I think about you all the time
It's no excuse, but I wish
That I never made you cry

I'm not sorry that it's over
But for the way we let it end
I couldn't find the words to say

I tried to forget about Cam. I know that we were soul mates. I was starting to wish that I had never made her cry. I didn't want my last memory of her was to see her misery. I couldn't stop thinking about her.

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way
So what can I say? What can I say?
What can I say? What can I say?

I took out my cell phone and debated whether I should call Cam and apologize. We were spies and we had a hard job. That was the only reason I was home so infrequently. Love is never easy. Love hurts.

I hate to think all you had of me
(I said all I had to say)
Is a memory I left you
The space between what was meant to be
(In letters that I threw away)
And the mess that it turned into

I didn't want her to hate me. I drove to Grant's house and he let me stay at his house for a while. He looked at me with sympathy. He never had to worry about him and Bex.

And you should know, please believe me
I've picked up the phone a thousand times
And tried to dial your number
But it's been so long, it's never easy
It's like trying to spin the world the other way

It's like trying to spin the world the other way
What can I say?

What can I say?

I just hoped Cam would forgive me someday.