Title: We all have secrets. Author: kim.biddle@ntlworld.com Spoilers: ? Summary: Obi-Wan is a girl! Rating: PG-13 Disclaimer: I am sorry if I copy anyone's idea, I didn't mean to. Sorry, again.

Part 1 It was a bright, sunny morning. Jedi master Qui-Gon Jinn, master of 16 year old, Obi-Wan Kenobi. Qui-Gon paced along the corridor, he was waiting for master Yoda, master Yoda had wanted to speak to him about Obi-Wan. Slowly, Yoda hobbled down the passageway, when he got to Qui-Gon a wee grin showed.

"Good to see you, it is," he limped to a room and went in, with Qui-Gon behind. In the room were; Jedi knight Mace Windu and a healer. "Brought you here about young Kenobi. A secret, we all have." Yoda stopped to gaze at Mace Windu, then continued. "Male Obi-Wan is not."

Qui-Gon stared at the other people in the area, "what are you talking about?"

Mace strolled towards Qui-Gon, and then stopped. "When Obi-Wan was younger a Sith Lord came to her house hold and killed her father. The Sith Lord swore he would be back and destroy the child or take her away. Her mother was afraid for her daughter, so when she relieved that her daughter had the force, she called us and told her story. We got Obi-Wan out of there as fast as possible, the Sith Lord could see the future, he knows what Obi-Wan will look like when she is older. So we designed to make her a he. We dressed her as a boy and no ones the wiser."

"The only predicament is she will be going through her female problems soon or she's started, ever way she's going to be frightened. She's going to be a girl in a boy's body," the healer added.

"Obi-Wan, you do not want anymore, understand we do."

"No, Obi-Wan is still my padawan, and I will keep her safe," Qui-Gon began to stride towards the door, and then turned. "Thank you for telling me," and walked out.

Back in Qui-Gon's and Obi-Wan's flat, Obi-Wan was sitting on the couch waiting for Qui-Gon. Gradually, the door to the flat opened and Qui-Gon walked in.

"Master, I have something to tell you," Qui-Gon ambled to the sofa and sat down.

"Obi, I was told by Yoda that you are a girl. And I'm not angry that you didn't tell me, you're still my apprentice," Qui-Gon held out his arms. Obi- Wan moved onto her master's lap and got hugged by Qui-Gon. "So what do you want to be called; Obi-Wan, Obi, of cause padawan and apprentice."

"I don't mind, but when we're out I must be a boy. Non of my friends know I'm a girl," she stopped and moved closer to her master. "Only one student knew that I was a female and that was Bruck. We used to go out, when we were six. We broke up when we were ten. He hated me after that, he started calling me names, hitting and kicking me." She started to cry, and tried to block out a yawn.

"It's going to be okay, it was a long time ago, it's okay, and you didn't mean to kill him." Qui-Gon lifted Obi-Wan into his arms and carried her to her room. "I think someone needs to go to bed." He walked to her bed and lowered her into it, pulled the covers to her chin. "Good night, my Obi- Wan," and walked out the room.

In the morning, Qui-Gon got up to find his padawan on the end of his bed. Carefully, he moved to the bottom of the bed and knelt beside the girl. He placed his large hand on Obi-Wan's shoulder. "Sweetly, why are you here?" The girl began to stir, "Come on, it's time to wake up." She lifted her head and yawned.

"I had a nightmare, I was frighten," she positioned her head back on the bed. "I'm sorry if I woke or shocked you."

"That's alright," he sat down next to Obi-Wan, and planted her head on his knee. "Do you want to tell me about it?" The padawan shut her eyes and shook her skull. "Accepted, for now. While you go get dressed, I'll get breakfast." Qui-Gon watched as the teenager stumbled to the fresher.

Two hours later, Obi-Wan came out of the fresher dressed as a young man. She walked over to the table and parked herself on a chair. Across the table was her master, who was eating his breakfast, which was runny egg and burned toast. In front of her was undercooked toast and butter; she began to slowly eat the overcooked bread.

"So, master, what are we going to do, today?" Qui-Gon stopped eating the bit of bread in his mouth and swallowed.

"We aren't doing anything, I'm going out. You can go to town or something," he saw the hurt in the girl's eyes. "Unless you want to come to a very boring lecture about lightsabers and apprentices, I'm sure you don't want to come to that."

"All right, I'll go to town," Obi-Wan looked at the food in front of her and asked, "how much money have I got to spend."

Qui-Gon shook his head as Obi-Wan looked up, "your pocket credits, plus 100." Qui-Gon smiled when his padawan's mouth fell open. "So, how much is that? 500 credits, but the credits I give you must only be used for food, is that understood?"

"Yes, master," Obi-Wan finished her breakfast and went to town. Qui-Gon smiled, again, as he walked to the 'boring lecture'. The lecture wasn't about lightsabers or apprentices, it was about having a girl as your padawan and Yoda was the teacher, with other beings. As Qui-Gon strolled in he saw that he was the only one in the classroom, except for Yoda, Mace Windu and two healers, one being from the other day.

In town, Obi-Wan was walking to her favourite shop when a tall, scarily man grabbed her and pulled her into an alley. He draws a sliver blaster and placed it on Obi-Wan's back, he licked her neck. "You will do what I say, Obi-Wan Kenobi, or you will die," he heaved on Obi-Wan's neckline of her tunic and dragged her onto the street.

Back at the apartment, Qui-Gon was getting worry. Where is she? He thought, she knows what time to come back. All of a sudden, the door to the apartment opened. "Obi-Wan," slowly, Obi-Wan saunter into the lounge, around her right eye was a burse. Qui-Gon walked to his padawan and knelt, so their eyes were level. "Sweetly, what happened to your eye," Qui-Gon asked as he wiped a tear from her cheek.

"I was going to my favourite shop where a tall, scary man grabbed me and pushed me to a place, I couldn't see because he put his hands over my eyes." Obi-Wan paused, trying to find the right words. "He raped me, from behind. He tied me down on a bed, I couldn't move. I'm sorry, I'll go to my room," she started off to her room. When Qui-Gon grasped her arm, she stopped and turned.

"I am not angry with you, you hear me," Obi-Wan nodded a yes. "Obi-Wan did this guy wear protection?" This time Obi-Wan shook her head, "did you?". Again, Obi-Wan shook her head. "Okay, in the morning we are going to the healers, to see if that eye's going to be alright. Now go to bed, all right."

"Yes, master," Obi-Wan started, again for her room, and little by little got ready for bed. When she took her top off, she saw the mark on her left shoulder, which the man made. Gradually, Obi-Wan put her sleep-top on, so not to upset it, and got into bed. And tried to sleep.

About eleven o'clock, Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan left for the healers. At the healers, they took a blood sample, and scanned Obi-Wan's belly for any signs of a baby. They found one in the blood test.

The healer walked to where Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan were seated. "We have some bad news," Obi-Wan head fell onto Qui-Gon's chest. "Sweetheart, you're pregnant. Me and some other healers-who know you're a girl-think that when you're 12 weeks in, you should stay at home. With your master, of cause." She waited until the young teen nodded. "You can come here anytime you want, as long as you appear when we call you."