Hey guys. This was quite literally written in 20 minutes. I was hoping to write something a little..happier for lack of a better word but ended up with this insead. I still like it even though it's shorter than what I usually write.
-x-
One Day
That feeling of utter misery never really went away.
There were days when I felt that maybe, just maybe I'd be able to make it through. But then I'd remember him again. That hole in my chest would be ripped wide open, leaving nothing but a sad excuse for the girl who I used to be. Days, weeks and eventually months went by. Every second of every moment left me with nothing but more painful memories of him. For every breath I took came the excruciating reminder that he was gone. That never again would he hold me in his arms, never again would he whisper sweet words in my ear, never again would he kiss me.
Every thought was tinged with memories of a past life; of days where my laughter was free and warmth and happiness radiated from my very soul, of days when I knew what it felt like to be so completely connected to someone else and to understand their every thought and desire. But those days are gone, and with them the memory of what it felt like to be loved so absolutely by another person. Joy and laughter no longer had a place in my life.
Getting up every day and finding reason to simply live is a battle I fight every morning. Soon I'll run out of excuses and maybe one day, if God is merciful, this misery might finally end.
One day...
-x-
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