A Promise, a glee fanfic

Beep

"What is that sound?"

Beep

"Why does it keep prolonging?"

Beep

"Will it never stop?"

Instead of the normal pattern, the sound became more numbing and more unknown. It completely took a turn for the worst. The sound became longer and it felt like it was never ending.

It was the sound of a heart's rest.

"KURT!" Sebastian cried out as he held onto the limp body of a boy he once knew.
"Wake u-up! Please wa-wake u-up!" As his screams increased in sound, the deafening sound of death also increased.

It was such a sad scene, two lovers separated by a single sound.

The grip of Sebastian's hand held Kurt's own tightly as the tears came pouring down the young man's face. Sebastian tried his very best not to cry just because Kurt asked him not to. But it seemed so impossible. How do you express your own sadness without the use of tears? Do you just frown or do you smile, hoping that they are in a better place?

Better yet, how do you live without the one who was your life? How do you go on, day by day, knowing that you will never see them again? Or knowing that you will never touch them again or hold them in your arms as they talk to about their day. How will you ever get used to the fact that they're gone? Will you ever get used to it?

Losing the love of your life is one of the most heart wrenching feelings that you will experience in your lifetime. Sometimes it feels worst then your own death experience.

Well to Sebastian, he was in immense pain but he also felt so numb. He felt empty, hollow, and useless. He felt like someone had just taken his heart and crushed it a million times before tossing it away. It's not like he had a use for it anymore. All the love contained in his heart was mostly for Kurt and now he's gone.

Sebastian still can't believe that a single car could kill his strong companion. Kurt went through so much and it was all destroyed by a single freaking car.

It wasn't fair.

But who ever said life was fair?

"Mr. Smythe? I'm so sorry for your loss but soon you will have to go. We need to remove the body from the bed." The nurse whispered as she opened the door.

"Okay. I'll be just a few minutes more."

With that the nurse leaves without another word.

As Sebastian held Kurt's hand, he slipped on a silver band onto the once porcelain hand, but now a pale gray.

"Kurt, I'm so sorry that I didn't get to propose in time. If I only knew. If I knew that you would have died by age 25, I would have made every day so special and we wouldn't have gotten in that stupid fight in the first place. If I had just listened to you, maybe, we would have been home watching a movie, cuddling and whispering to each other about how much we love the other more. But instead we're here, in a hospital and it's time for me to say goodbye, but I don't want to. I don't want to let you go, ever. But for now, I will have to leave but soon I will see you again. Don't worry I don't mean I'll kill myself, I already promised you that I won't. So Kurt, I guess this is not goodbye."

Slowly Sebastian let go of Kurt's hand and began to walk towards the door. Right before he stepped out of the room, Sebastian turned his head. "I love you."

A/N: Well I was bored so I decided to write a little drabble. I don't know why, but I kinda like angst, yepp. Well welcome to my mind :]

Bai bai~