Feeling Billy's fingers caressing my arm makes my eyes close and my breathing go erratic. Just one touch from him can make me go crazy. How can feeling this good be sinful like my parents always taught me? It's love, nothing is bad about love.
Ever since he showed me the picture of us together that fateful day in the bathroom, we've been inseparable. I don't know what really happened before that, I just remember I used to go by the days like I was on autopilot. I would have a routine and I would just follow it because I already knew what everyone around me wanted to hear. Now when I'm with Billy, everything is different. For the first time in my life, I actually feel alive.
His lips soon start going to my ear and slowly start kissing my jaw. Meanwhile, I'm lazily drawing circles with my finger on his leg. I start giggling to distract him. When he looks up at me, I take the chance to hold his face in my hands. I just want to make sure I haven't been dreaming about him all this time. I stare deep into his eyes, trying to remember why I never noticed him at school before.
"Hi." He says with a smile.
"Hi" I say back.
"Anything wrong?" he says a little hurt.
"No." I say shaking my head. "I just wanted to do this." I say pulling his face towards mine. He gives in with a little moan. All the pain and emptiness I felt before always pays off when I kiss him. His soft lips feel so good against mine. I try to pull him closer by putting my arm on his back. I feel his muscles tighten against my touch and his kiss gets rougher, while he touches my face, I all by melt. Soon, we are tangled up, trying to get as close as possible but there's no more space to close. Just when the kiss starts to get good, the bell rings. The loud noise startles both of us. I kiss him sweetly just one more time and I smile.
"I hate it when that bell rings." I say.
Billy laughs, "I completely forgot we were at school."
"Yeah, me too." I say with a sigh.
"Come on, you don't want to be late for class. It'll ruin your perfect attendance."
I push him back down. "We still have four minutes, my class in right around the corner."
Billy looks at me confused "Yeah, but mine isn't."
I laugh hugging him closer to me. "Since when is getting to class on time your thing?"
I said kissing his neck, trying to persuade him to stay just a little while longer. "Um…cmm…never."
"Yeah, we still have a good two minutes." I said kissing him lips gently.
"Hmm." He says. Tenderly he touches my face and we start where we left off.