I couldn't tell where we were. I didn't care. I had my cheek pressed to Edward's stony chest, my arms wrapped around him clinging to him for dear life. I didn't ever want to let go, a tornado could rip through and I don't think that it would have any effect on my grip on him.

"Bella, please you have to make a decision." I had heard this argument before. Edward or Jacob. I couldn't let either one of them go but they both deserved an answer. Shamefully I couldn't' bring myself to stick to a decision. "Will you stay here with me? Or will you go back to Jacob?"

"You know I want to stay with you. But will you stay with me?" The one thing holding me back from being with Edward, I was absolutely petrified of losing him again. I know I wouldn't survive.

I heard Edward take a deep breath and could tell he was closing his eyes in frustration. "I've told you that I will stay as long as you keep coming back to me. Just please come back to me."

" I can't." I breathed out. My eyes squeezed shut so tightly trying to will away the inevitable. It always went this way. I wanted so badly to stay but I knew it wouldn't do any good. He would leave. He always leaves. I had to break free of him or else I would never be able to move on.

" I love you. Please just stay with me." He gripped me tighter like he knew I was going to slip away at any moment. "Please." he breathed into my hair. I took a deep breath and steeled my resolve this was going to hurt like hell.

"Set me free. Leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity." I sang. Wait a minute! Sang!? Oh god, no! Not yet! I was not ready to wake up. I could feel consciousness pulling me away from him. I needed to let go but I thought I had more time. I clutched onto him even tighter than I thought possible. "I'm sorry Edward. I love you."

"You have to go. I understand." I finally turned to look up in his eyes one last time. The breath was knocked from my lungs at the amount of pain in his eyes. " Go. Go be with Jacob. I will always love you Bella." He bent down slowly as he placed both of his hands on either side of my face.

This was it. This was goodbye. The tears that were welling in my eyes finally spilled over as he gently brushed his lips to mine.

I shot up in my bed clutching my chest and panting for air. Sarah Barellies' Gravity was blaring from my alarm clock. That's where the singing came from. I turned off the alarm and drug myself from the bed to get ready for the day.

These dreams had been going on since he left. Every night I would dream of him holding me begging me to stay. For the last five years I spent my nights with Edward and my days with Jacob.

I knew when I went to bed last night that I would have to say goodbye to my dream Edward. I fretted about it all day yesterday, wondering how I would feel today. Surprisingly I feel amazing. A little tired, incredibly nervous, and immensely excited. Because today was going to be a wonderful day.

As I stepped into the shower I couldn't wipe the smile off my face. Today I would become Mrs. Jacob Black.

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AN: Okay bear with me here. This is my second fic and i'm super exicited to get it out. It's been in my head for months. I will try to update as often as possible, but we all know how that goes. Please review. Criticism is welcome however harsh words are not.