Prolog

This is my story. Some is from what my parents told me, the rest is my thoughts on my life. Well what I knew of it anyways!

My life was perfect. I had the perfect family. One that never got tired, one that, often, had nothing to do, so I was often the entertainment. I don't mean that in a bad way, of course! It meant that I almost always had some one to play with, some one to talk to. So I was never lonely. Until, that is, I turned six.

Chapter 1

Bella P.O.V

I awoke to Edwards angelic face. His icy arms wrapped around my waist.

"Morning, Bells!"

"Good morning, Edward!"

"Some one's in a good mood today." he pointed out with a crooked smile.

"Well I've had a good morning so far!" he chuckled.

I looked at the clock. Seven thirty.

"Where's Charlie?"

"At work. He's gonna be out late again though."

Charlie had been working late every day this week. He needed to sleep, this was really taking a tole on him. The regular circles under his eyes were now a bruise like color, and he hadn't been in a good mood for several days. Making Edwards visits more difficult. But Edward was still with me during visiting hours (which were getting really really old), when charlie was at work, and during the night! One of the many reasons I love having a vampire boyfriend!

"You should go get ready."

"Where are we going?"

"My house. Alice is waiting to get you ready for our date today!" His smile now shifted into a devious grin. Crap.

"You never said anything about a date!" I couldn't help but smile!

"Now I did! Now go get ready!"

Before I could blink he had gotten my bathroom bag, come back, lifted me off the bed, and placed me gently on the floor. He is too cool!

"Fine." I said trying to look annoyed. I crossed my arms over my chest and stared at the floor, waiting for his responce.

He placed his hand on the small of my back, pulling me up against him. He rested his index finger under my chin to make me look at him. His face was a perfect combination of seducion and pleading. That got my head spinning and made me slightly dizzy! He bent almost to my level. His eyes seeming to bore completely through mine.

"Please, Bella." he breathed. His breath swirling around my face. I was sunk. That's what I get for dating the most gorgeous guy on the planet! I nodded. He smiled, and bent a little farther so our lips met briefly.

"Ok." I said, eyes still closed.

I stumbled out of the room, still slightly dizzy. Not I good idea! I smashed my shoulder into the wall! I sucked in a breath and didn't even hear Edward come up behind me.

"Are you ok?" he asked. I could hear the worry in his voice. I could also hear the slight amusement!

"You think this is funny don't you?"

"Not in the slightest!" he lied looking innocent. The bugger! Apparently he had concluded that I was fine.

"Fine. I am going to take a shower! ... So there!" he wore an amused smirk as I walked away.

I got in the hot water and it almost burned me! Perfect. I eventually got myself to get out of the shower. A difficult task. Plus I didn't want to go and let Alice play Bella Barbie dress up! But I did finally get out. I brushed my hair and put on a t-shirt and jeans and brushed my teeth. I almost skipped back to Edward. I stopped myself so he didn't think I was on

drugs or something.

He was laid out on my bed with his hands behind his head. He saw me and smiled! He always seemed so happy to see me! I smiled back and laid on the bed next to him and stared at his perfect face.

"Only physicaly. Definatly not mentaly!" (A/n spelling?) he laughed and silently came around to the other side of the bed and picked me up and in a flash we were standing in front of his volvo.

"Well at least it's not an off road trip."

"How would you know that? We are on our way to my house remember! I could switch cars while we're there!" he countered with an evil grin!

"Edward!" I whined. "Do we have to!" he put me in the car and ran around to the drivers side.

"I didn't say we were going to, I said we might!"

"Come on Edward! I can't afford to be in the hospital!" (A/n not money wise) "Charlie will kill me!"

"Well mabey Alice could get you ready for something else then."

"Wait a second! If we were going hiking you wouldn't have Alice get me ready! So we weren't going hiking at all were we?" he laughed!

"No Bella we weren't." he leaned over and kissed my lips. Then backed out of the drive.

I watched as the green scenery flew by in a blur. I glanced over at the speedometer (A/n is that right?) it read 120! Great. It wouldn't make any difference if I fought Edward about it! So I just sat and enjoyed the feel of his fingers laced in mine. Since he came back I cherrish every moment I have him! We don't dissagree much so the only thing we argue about is my mortality. I think it's stupid that he won't just change me now! How unimportant is mortality when I could have Edward forever? He is being so irrational! He said he wants me forever so there isn't any reason for me to stay human! Well... except Charlie and Renae. But still! Ugh!

We arrived at the Cullen's in no time at all. Edward got me out of the car and we walked to the house. Alice was there before we even reached the door! She grabbed my hand and dragged me up to her room! I could hear Edward's laugh from upstairs! Probobly from the look I gave him on the way up. I didn't see anybody else.

"Bella I got the most perfect outfit for you to wear on your date tonight!" she almost squealed!

To my total and complete horror, she moved aside so I could see the outfit laying out on her bed. Ok so here's the horror part... on the bed was a mini skirt and a long shirt made out of thin material and it had a very low 'V'!

"Alice! NO!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. She didn't even flinch!

"Yes Bella!" she stated matter-of-fact-ly. Her heart shaped face still smiling. I thought I saw her twitch. She giggled.

"Too late, Bella!" oh crap! I looked down at myself. I was wearing the outfit! That's what the twitch was! She had changed my clothes that fast! I glance at the mirror, and saw just how horrified I looked! (A/n can you even imagine? lol) But my body looked pretty dang good! This outfit made it look like I hade curves!

"And you are going to love Edwards reaction!" ok now she squealed! I don't know what she saw, but it was probobly pretty good! She spent twenty minutes on my hair and makup! I argued with her for five minutes over the clothes and finaly decided it was pointless. So pulling down my skirt so it covered as much as possible, I walked down to meet Edward in the living room.

When he saw me his eyes bugged out of his head! I laughed lightly, and walked over to were he was standing. His eyes didn't get any smaller! He just looked me over, up and down, over and over again! Suprisingly I was enjoying this! When he could finaly could look away his eyes shifted to Alice and gave her a pleading look. Was that a bad thing? Maybe he was silently asking her why she did that and if she could undo it! Crap crap crap crap!

I glanced at alice to see her reaction. She just beamed then skipped back up the stairs and turned on some music.

Edward looked back at me with a mischievous grin!

His arms went around my waist kissing me passionatly. I didn't even notice myself going down until I could feel the leather of the couch beneath me and edwards icy body above me. He trailed kisses down my neck, his lips lingering just above my collar bone. Obviously fighting to keep control. He retraced wear his lips had been and came back up to my lips. I felt his tongue run across my lower lip, silently begging for entrance. Head spinning, I willingly let him in. His tongue eagerly explored my mouth. I let out a soft moan. This was so much better than any of the other kisses we had shared! I never wanted this to end! His hands roamed my body and I let out a small gasp when his thumb grazed the skin inbetween my shirt (which had lifted considerably) and skirt. He smirked against my lips and pulled away and stared into my eyes. Damn it was over!

"We should go," he said, looking somewhat reluctant.

"Do we have to?" I asked, running my fingers lightly from his temple and down his jaw line. I looked at him pleadingly. His eyes closed.

"Yes. We really should go." he looked really sad! He got off me and lifted me off the couch.