Hi guys! twentysixaugust here would like to introduce/present to u my very very 1st fanfic as a DGM fan! Coz i'm a newbie here, do RnR and gimme comments to improve in order for everyone here to enjoy the story!

but 1st, read the following b4 you start reading:-

Pairing(s): Kanda x Lavi, OC x Lavi (Rufus), slight one-sided Allen x Lavi

Rating: M – for lemon, Violence and Angst

Disclaimer: I do NOT own DGM.

Warning: Yaoi, Gore, Character's 'Death', Use of Violence and Offensive Language, Angst rating between 6-10

ok you have been warned, so NO flamming saying i did not

Enjoy~~~~

Chapter 1 - Prologue/Beginning : the Bookman Successor Falls

"I dare you to say that again," the exorcist with an untied long black hair growled angrily.

"Like I said," replied the other while the wind blew his red hair. "Just-"

"NO! I REFUSE!"

"Yuu…"

"Fuck you, Lavi. One more word from you and you will face Mugen."

It was definitely a desperate situation. He needed to think of a way to resolve the problem. He needed to think of a way to get out of the nasty situation they are in right now WITHOUT anyone being sacrificed.

"Damn it, where is that Moyashi when you needed him," growled Kanda as one of his hands hold on to a random rock of the cliff while the other holding on to his fellow exorcist's hand.

"There is no way Allen will make it on time," Lavi explained, surprisingly in a calm manner. "He is too preoccupied with the Akumas attacking the town. Please Yuu, just unhand-"

"Shut up and do nothing or face Mugen, you choose," replied Kanda with a murderous glare towards Lavi. Despite the limit of his strength that he could feel, Kanda held on to the rock and Lavi's hand tightly, refusing to lose to his limits and let go neither of them. Everything will be over if he lets go either one, especially at the end of the really high cliff is a huge sea. Chances of surviving after a fall are close to zero.

And despite knowing that fact, Lavi answered Kanda, accompanied by actions which are most probably one of Kanda's shocks of his life.

Lavi was actually smiling cheerfully towards him, and released the grip he had on the hand of Kanda he was holding.

"Then I choose to do nothing," Again with a satisfied smile that sent fear and panic to the Japanese swordsman.

"NO! Lavi! Don't! Don't do this! Damn it, Lavi! If you love me, DON'T DO THIS!"

"But Yuu, it is precisely because I love you, I must do this," Again, the smile that sent the shivers.

Kanda could feel that their hands are slipping, fast.

"NO LAVI! DON'T DO THIS! I NEED YOU! ALIVE GODDAMNIT!"

This time, Lavi showed a grin.

"Its okay, Yuu," Now three fingers of Lavi's hand are left in Kanda's. "I will always be alive, in your heart."

"NO PLEASE LAVI! DON'T DO THIS! NOT TO ME!"

Only the index finger is left… and is slipping away… fast…

"If I don't do this, I know I will regret it even as a soul living in heaven." Lavi said in a calm manner. He is not afraid of death, not now, for he knew that his release could mean nothing but the safety of the one he loved. Dead or alive, he will have no regrets…

Except for one…

"Tell Panda jiji that I'm sorry for me will ya?"

Kanda tried to muster all his energy to hold on to the one last finger… No, he will not let go. He will not allow that baka usagi to die. Not when he was the one holding him.

"I'm sorry, Yuu. I love you. Arigatou, for everything you've done for me. So stay alive for me will ya?"

But Kanda's efforts proved futile as the finger finally slipped away from the hand…

"NO!" Kanda screamed, feeling useless.

"Sayonara…" Lavi managed to say as the finger and hand separated, leaving him to fall down the cliff, towards the sea while he slowly closed his single left eye, expressing the peace and satisfaction he felt from saving his lover…

"LAVI!" shouted Kanda as he helplessly witnessed the Bookman successor fell…

To Be Continued…

so so? what do you guys think? sorry if you find it too short but I promise the further chapters are definitely longer!

so do RnR kk? as a newbie i will expect constructive criticism but NO FLAMMING coz if you do i will make sure you shall not survive till the next 26 august! XD

till next time jya ne!

P.S. if you enjoy the story and cant wait for the new chapter, gd news is that i'm already working on the 4th chap so u can expect at least 3 chp update by this wk =]]]