Anger. Hate. Suffering. All of that came from fear. He should know. Look what it did to him. He was once the great Anakin Skywalker. The Chosen One to restore balance to the Jedi. Now look at him, Darth Vader, the monster who destroyed the Jedi. There was only a little Anakin left, in the war he had fought with himself. The Anakin left cried out in pain for his dead wife and mother. He knew it was his fault. That is why Anakin never showed. Darth Vader was his escape from nightmares, his escape from hurt.
But when he looked at the stars from the Death Star, Anakin came back. The stars reminded him of everything that was ruined because of him. A passionate hate grew in his heart for Darth Sidias. He had tricked him, and Padme was gone. Dead. He wanted to be rid of it, rid of all the hate stirring in his heart. But he couldn't get rid of it. The grudges, the hate wouldn't leave him. His pride wouldn't let him let go of the anger.
"Could you still love me, Angel?" Anakin whispered softly. "Would you be able to let go? Would you be able to forgive? Could you let go? Would you still be my Angel?" His voice broke.
"I broke, Angel. I lost. Obie-Wan was right; I should've controlled my emotions. Then I wouldn't killed you. The last I saw of you was you dying, because of me. I thought I could save you, but I really killed you. I was a coward and a fool. Love will do that to you, I guess. I've destroyed all of my friends. Obie-Wan, the only other person I really loved is dead. I murdered him, too.
"You would be proud of our children. Luke is so much like you. Of course, when I see him he tries to kill me. Rightfully so. I've never really wanted to kill him, though it is my orders. If I killed him, I would be murdering you all over again. I love him, Padme, I really do. He carries you. I've only just figured out, you carried twins. I kidnapped Leia, not knowing she was my daughter. She's the feisty part of you, that's for sure. She has my temper, though.
"It's funny. They each are so much like you, just in different I could go back, I would've stayed. We could've been happy, if I hadn't ruined it. If I hadn't ignored you and Obie-Wan. They say time can cure all wounds. But so far, I'm still wounded. I guess I'll die with you still haunting me.
"I know I will die soon, I can feel it. I'm already poisoned from the inside out. Maybe I'll see you again in the after life. Would you forgive me, Angel? I don;t blame me if you said no. I'm sorry, Padme.
"If I could tell you one last thing, it would be I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything. I love you. Just as much as I ever did." Darth Vader was done. He was ready to die.
"I'm ready, Angel."