AN: Trying to make a longer story here... This is not my happiest, but I love it! And uber thanks go to sorrow-ever-lasting for being my unofficial beta here... Thank you!!
I'm going to Hell. I just know it. I can feel the truth in my non-beating heart. Nothing about me should ever see the light of Heaven. I don't think I'll even deserve Hell either. Both will go to easy o my soul. I am just a horrible, murderous… thing! I don't think I'm human anymore. I can't hear any sign of humanity emanating from me. All I know is the loud silence of my heart and the stillness of my veins and the way they don't dance under my skin. My soul - is dark and empty. Maybe I won't get an afterlife in the end. Because I surely don't deserve one. I should be left to an eternity of emptiness and have what I've done reminded to me over and over again.
Every second.
Every minute.
Every hour.
Every day.
Every year.
Maybe with every breathe I take…I hope so.
And why do I think such morbid thoughts? Why is my mind in the blackest pit of despair? It's all because of the beautiful girl laying across my lap. She's completely still as she stares into my eyes with her gorgeous, green and dead ones.
AN: There's more coming. Please keep watching. Just kind of a filler here...