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What is this? I'm there, and his there, and she's there and her, and him, and both of them but I'm there, but I'm here at the same time.
So this is what it feels like to be in two places at once? But am I? I mean I feel here, not there, I have no connection to the me there, just the me here. So logically I'm there, spiritually, is it spiritually? Hmm but I'm here. Am I dead?
Think straight Penelope... that is indeed you there, now look down. What the... no body? So I'm there, my motionless body is there, well and truly there, one hand in his, them close. Yet I'm here, looking at that, looking at me. Is it definitely me? Hang on, I have no body here, I'm what? A floating thing? A nonexistent being? A soul? Dead?
No you're not dead Penelope; those lines there signify life in you. You're not dead... yet.
I can feel his touch, its warm, it's comforting, it's there. I so want to feel that body there! Why can't I have it?
They're all talking, why can't I hear them? I want to know what they're saying, why can I speak French but not be able to lip read? This is pointless. Call out to them sounds a good idea, except I'm struggling to get a voice. If this is my soul then I'm completely dead against them, they're suppose to be the ultimate essence of a being, yet here's mine unable to speak! Is my ultimate being a mute? Nonsense!
What's happening now! Why are they all jumping out of their seats? Why is JJ crying? And Derek panicking? And where's Rossi gone? And why is Reid taking Emily and JJ out of the room? No don't do that! I can't watch this... ouch! These electric shocks had better be worth it.
Why do I feel so weak all of a sudden? And dizzy? And... whoa wait... I'm being pulled towards the bed and now I'm being pulled away.
Don't stop! Keep going! I want back in the me there! Don't leave! Oh this isn't good! They turned the monitors off. Derek don't cry, JJ? Emily? Reid? Boss men? Stop it!
Sleep... I want to sleep... got to stay awake by I want to fall asleep so bad... I'm going to sleep now.
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