I am not stephenie meyer because if I was breaking dawn would have been waaaaay different!

The wind shook the tent and sent another shudder down my spine. "What should I do," although the tent was too dark to see anything I could tell Edward's face was creased with worry.

"I'm f-f-f-f-fine" I forced through my teeth for what seemed like the hundredth time tonight. No matter how hard I tried my thoughts continued to stray back to Jacob. He was probably freezing out there; and he was doing it for me. I thought about the kiss we had shared before I punched him, the feel of his warm lips on mine and how he never had to be careful around me. "No Bella stop!" I thought to myself, "You are marrying Edward stop fantasizing about Jacob!" Again I was grateful to the fact that Edward couldn't read my mind, because these thoughts would have hurt him more than seeing me freezing to death in front of him.

"Absolutely not!" Edward said, answering a question I hadn't heard. "That's the worst idea you have ever had!"

"It's better than anything you are doing," Jacob answered, his human voice startling me.

Just then the door of the tent unzipped and Jacob stepped in wearing nothing but his usual cutoff shorts.

"J-j-j-j-j-ake you will fr-e-e-e-e-eze!" I said.

"Nope not me I run a temperature of one- oh- eight point nine these days, I'm toasty warm." He said with a big jacoby smile

"Watch yourself mongrel," Edward warned

"Scoot over Bella," Jacob said, ignoring Edward.

"W-w-w-w-hat are you d-d-d-d oing?" I asked

"Just scoot over," he said while he was unzipping the sleeping bag I was wrapped in. I have no idea how he managed to fit but within a few seconds I was wrapped in his arms and getting warmer by the minuet. He shuddered when I kicked off my shoes and pushed my toes against him. "Just relax Bella," he whispered into my ear and I shivered at the feel of his warm breath.

"Wow Jake you really are warm," I said as I laid my head against his chest and felt the rumble of his laughter.

"And your lips are really cold, if you want me to warm those up too all you have to do is ask," he said with another huge grin. Edward growled at the same time that I said, "Shut up Jake."

"Don't worry about the bloodsucker, he's just jealous."

"Of course I am, you have no idea what I would give to do what you are doing for her now," Edward answered.

"Stop arguing," I said

"Sorry Bells" Jacob said and when I looked at him it sent butterflies through my stomach. I felt guilty for feeling like this towards Jacob, but I couldn't help but be happy when I'm around him. I love Edward, but there is a part of me that will never trust him again after what he did to me. Jacob was one person I knew I could always trust he was my personal sun. He stuck with me through my zombie stage and never gave up on me even after I picked Edward over him. Jacob deserved someone so much better than me but he was still always there for me when I needed him. Jacob, my Jacob. The sound of the roaring wind broke my revere. Jacob was snoring lightly in my ear and he looked so peaceful while he slept. I knew Edward would be crushed if he knew how I felt. How did I feel? I know I love Edward and he loves me. And I know I love Jacob; maybe not in the same way I love Edward, but I remember the day Alice had seen me jump off the cliff; I was about to show Jacob that I was moving on, but when I found out about Edward I ran away to save him even after Jacob begged me to stay. But was that reall the right thing to do?

I was going to have to make a decision soon and possibly the biggest decision of my life.

I hope you like this story. I plan on continuing it, Since I'm new to this please tell me ways I can improve! chapter two will be up a soon as possible