One

My world as I knew it, was officially over and gone. I never thought that my life, that I loved ever so much, I would up to regret in the long run. I had everything I ever wanted; friends, family, and a fantastic boyfriend. I thought my world was heaven. Little did I know that in my fourteenth year of life, every wall of love and friendship that I'd built up, would come crashing down and crush me.

I knew things were taking a turn for the worst, when Madeline, my now ex-best friend, excluded me from her life. I got a chance that she wanted, and I took it. I got asked out by the guy she "claimed" was hers and I said yes. I know it was kind of mean to "steal her property", but it wasn't my fault he liked me instead of her! I can't control what people think or how they act! I'm just a girl for goodness sake! I was just genuinely a better person and he choose me.

I never thought that jealousy was actually that big of a deal. But, Holy cow was I wrong! Jealousy is the whole reason Madeline "disowned me" as she put it. But just that event there, was enough to make me open my eyes and see the Hell I was headed into. But let me start from the very beginning, where my life took a turn for the worst, and I was oblivious to it.