First day as a ninja

I never thought I would be doing this - writing a journal - but it turns out to be one of the only things I can do without having assholes and bitches following me around.

First day was okay. I guess.

It wasn't like I expected it to be, that's for sure. I never thought they would evaluate our competences as teammates. I feel like I'm going to hate all of this. My goal doesn't require a team or anything of that sort so that it can be reached. Teams get in the way. They want "what's best for you", they think "murder is a bad thing". They care about you. All I wanted was to learn to be an assassin. Not to be a protector of the people, along with the worst shinobi in town, and the stupidest girl that ever existed. Although they do seem to be nice people... I shouldn't care about that, about them. If there's anything I've learned from my short stupid life, it is that anyone can turn out to be the worst scum. Even a brother. Especially a brother.

I guess I'll just have to go on like this, until I am powerful enough to fight my brother. But I have to make a pledge to myself: I will never feel any kind of affection towards Naruto, Sakura, or Kakashi-sensei. Never.

First actual mission

We've been doing stupid missions for days. It's getting boring. Finding cats, running errands, babysitting. Fortunately, Naruto complained about it - or rather, threw a tantrum in front of the Hokage. We've been assigned a C-ranked mission. We're supposed to protect some guy named Tazuna, on his way back to his village. Although it doesn't seem quite hard to do, I'm glad we were assigned this mission. It's certainly more interesting than all what we've done so far. I think I'm going to bring this notebook with me. Heaven knows what might happen over there. I might learn something. Maybe that stupid Kakashi is more interesting than he seems. The chances are low, but it doesn't mean they're non-existent. Besides, I'm going to leave Konoha for the first time. We might meet actual ninjas on the way.

First days of escorting Tazuna

We finally got to fight actual ninjas. At first, Naruto just stood there and did nothing, but then he actually made a plan.

We also met some boy our age who killed Zabuza, a shinobi who'd tried killing us. I can't believe there are children out there stronger than our teacher. Stonger than me. I have to become stronger.

Anyways, Kakashi wants us to learn to use our chakra. By climbing trees. I'm looking forward to see what it will be like, but it sounds ridiculous.

Author note: I hope you enjoyed the story :) I might have made a few grammar mistakes (English isn't my mother tongue), if so, just tell me in the reviews. Thank you for reading this story :)