A/N. Wow- first time writing like this and I must say that it is creepy ;A; If it's kinda confusing for ya, it's from Teito's point of view and- well, I won't ruin the rest c:
07-Ghost, Teito and Frau are not mine- they belong to someone else~
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX
Dear light blond hair electric blue eyes,
It happened all so quickly. Talking turned to yelling turned to screaming. Angry ringing sounds bouncing off church floors, hallways, walls. I don't know why I did this. That. This. What? Too quickly. It all happened to quickly- and yet it still happened? Did it? I think it did, considering that your not here, by my side. Like it used to be. Like when you would give me spirit boosting talks, or when you would give me that shoulder to cry on, or carry when I was hurt. But, you are still gone. It's been a while now- how long? One, no, three years … weeks … days? I really don't know what's going on anymore, time? It's all gone. Like you. Gone … or are you?
"As long as I am in you, my heart will always be with you."
Those words, so long ago were they said. Your still here, because you are always in my thoughts, my dreams, my heart. So (according to you) you are still here. By my side. Always trapped. Here.
"Teito-kun, please come out of your room."
Outside the door. That's where these voices are coming from. Maybe? Perhaps? Or maybe perhaps they are in my head, my memories. Yes … I believe it was when that one died. Or was it when that one died. Or- maybe perhaps not? In the present? Right out there? Yes- no … maybe perhaps? Doors open, and no one is there- except me. When I had that broken staff in my shaking hands, looking up at electric blue eyes. Running- I was then running, but stopped. Thinking, a jolt, forgotten words that were sunken into my mind and had only resurfaced now … then? Who knows, do you? Do … I?
No
Or on that journey, the one with the little blond boy and the silver haired man. That's all I can remember now. Eyes, hair- but no names. Nono, never names. You … what is your name? I've forgotten. It left … with you? When you walked out of that gate and I never saw you ever again. Wait, yes I do. Every night I dream about you being. Right. Next. To. Me.
That is where you will stay. Don't leave. Please. For me? For that little brat who's brown hair has become matted from staying in his room and never leaving because after that fight (I know you remember) it all fell apart. That fight was what made you leave me. Us. This. That.
What?
Why am I asking you? Why do you never answer these when I pray every fucking night for you to come back and guess what? You never do. Why? No. Don't know why. How. Where. When. Whenever you feel like. Just reply. Just … what?
To say what I want to, here it is. I want to tell you that I found a pretty girl. She has red hair. Freckles. And we got married and are ever so happy. But. I can't. Because she does not exist, and neither do I? No. Yes. Lies … heh … they are everywhere. Now. After you left. Then. What?
Well, I hope that you get somewhere. (here) please. Anywhere (here).
Now.
Hugs and Kisses, Teito
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
A/N. Hope that you liked it and yes it was short, but I just wanted to back a crappy little one shot, but by the way- this was my first story so please review c:
Candies for whoever can pick out what parts are from the manga (or whats even going on for that matter xD)