"Scales"

I never realized/
That looking through those eyes/
Would spread such Indecisiveness inside of me/
And I never grasped/
That when you passed/
Me by, the Air was sweeter and more light/
And Now I see/
Things I shouldn't see/
Things that drive people insane from such foolish delight/
And here I am/
With nowhere to stand/
And too afraid to reach out my already extended/

I hope you know/
I always think of you/
And I hope you know/
I still do the things we used to do/
And I hope you know/
That I'll always love you/
And I hope you know/
I'm who I am because of you/

So, I'm sitting down/
Cause I have to frown/
Because my dreams are nothing more and everything less.../
And it's ill-conceived/
Even to believe/
That such realization come from my own sick bliss/
And I'm wondering/
Would it be so wrong/
To believe that it be possible to pick a way/
That the fork in the road/
Is one of many paths/
But not my responsibility to know which I'll die walking/

But look at this/
The paths are not the same/
Where one is good the brother path is evil/
And if you can see/
Right where I can see/
You note the path I've walked with you has rubbed out/
But if you wish to cross/
Another path with me/
I'll be more than delighted to let you take my hand/
It could be Magikal/
It would passionate/
And I promise your pleasure would know no end/

However unfortunately/
That's just won't be/
Your Scales have weighted out it ain't happenin'/
So, now I'm the fool/
To even look at you/
Like these feelings would ever mean anything/
So, I'll put this down/
For what I've found/
Writting poetry in the corner of my dark cold room/
That part was a joke/
Just like I'm a joke/
Oh shit, I'm high and totally forgot what I would've wrote/

But that's okay/
I'll just keep going on/
Like it's nothing, so everyone will be cool/
For what is it to love/
If you cannot let go/
And try to embrace where there is not/
So as I write this song/
I know that All along/
My sweet Libra you will never read this at all.