Hello minna-san! My first ever multi-chap fic! I'm so happy! But I never thought that it would be with Death Note...And no if anyone thought I was dead I am not

Summary:What would happen if before Raito got back the death note his views on the world changed? What would happen if Kira just disappeared forever? What would happen if Raito disappeared and how would it affect everyone?

Before any one even mentions Im sorry if any of the characters are OOC I've never worked with Death note before and I practicly destroyed the whole main plot of Death note..Sorry

DISCLAIMER:If I owned Death note would I be writing this? OH yeah this has Yaoi/Bl/BoyxBoy what ever you call it

Talking " Would you cry if someone told you I died of a heart attack?"

Thinking/Stressed words 'Ooops. I wasnt supposed to stab myself'

Raito

Raito glared at the computer screen. It wasn't doing what he asked, again. 'If I don't find Kira..more people will die! It might be someone I know next time' He almost screamed in frustration but what good what it have to do that? He let his head slam into the desk harshly. Ryuuzaki spun around and looked at him. " Is there anything wrong Raito-kun?" asked Ryuuzaki. Raito lifted his head up and said no. Ryuuzaki turned back and continued working on solving the case. 'Maybe if I just rest my head for a little bit..it'll be easier to work' thought Raito leaning back against his seat closing his eyes. His head fell forward and hit the desk infront of him. Ryuuzaki stared at the sleeping boy-no adult chained to him."Raito-kun" said L poking Raito with his spoon. Said person twitched in his sleep and mumbled something. "Raito wake up!" repeated L poking him even harder with the spoon.

Ryuuzaki

Ryuuzaki sighed and picked Raito up bridal stlye. 'Troublesome' Raito jolted awake and started squriming around in L's arms. "What are you-" Said Raito squriming even more while blushing. 'Why is he blushing? All i'm doing is carrying him' Thought Ryuuzaki tightening his grip on Raito. Raito's little blush grew even darker. "Calm down Raito-kun!" whispered L walking towards the stairs. " All i'm doing is taking you to a better place for you to sleep". Raito stopped moving and hid his face in Ryuuzaki's shoulder.

He pushed the door open and closed it quietly. Slowly lowering Raito to the bed he noticed that Raito was already asleep. 'He didn't waste any time' mused L sitting next to Raito. Raito rolled over in his sleep and cuddled up to him. Ryuuzaki looked down with a slight blush on his cheeks. Raito's face was really different asleep than awake. Awake he was composed and not easily shaken up but asleep he was peaceful almost as if the worlds troubles didn't bother him at all.

L's hand found its self slowly runing through Raito's hair. Raito shifted in his sleep before falling back. 'At times ilke this I hate being a insominac' thought Ryuuzaki kind of sadly.

Raito

Raito felt someone runing their hand through his hair. 'It feels kinda nice' he thought almost purring. "Ryuuzaki" mumbled Raito. The feeling stopped. "Yes?" He nudged Ryuuzaki's hand with his head. " That felt really nice please don't stop." murmered Raito falling back asleep. Before he was completely asleep he heard a soft but beautiful laugh and someone running a hand through his hair again.

Raito woke up for a second time." Sleeping beauty's awake?" Asked Ryuuzaki almost playfully. Raito ignored the very strong urge to punch him insted he settled for a slap on the back of the head. Raito mock glared at him before rolling over. " You know? You've been asleep for around 32 hours already?" asked Ryuuzaki this time it was playfully. Raito shot up from the bed and tried to run out of the door. But was pulled back by L. "Dont worry the search has been called off for today. Everyone needed a break" Seeing Raito was about to protest, Ryuuzaki added more "Even you". He sighed in defeat and thought for a bit. " Where would we go?" asked Raito mulling over what he wanted to do "Also if it could be with out Misa"

Ryuuzaki

'What to do? What to do? I hope Raito-kun likes this cause its all I can think of' Thougt Ryuuzaki biting down on his thumbnail. "The park?" It was more of a question than a statement. Raito's eyes lit up almost like a fat kid in a candy store with lots of money. "Sure, but I've got to change" Said Raito jumping up and moving towards the closet. Ryuuzaki turned away quickly not wanting to seem rude. His cheeks slightly red 'Why am i blushing' He thought about this in his normal uncomfortable "thinking position". Raito practiclly skipped over to him and both excited the room. Yagami-san stopped them when the entered the "control center". L not wanting to seem rude stood out of hearing but what ever they said to each other pissed Raito off. Ryuuzaki walked up to him "Anything wrong Raito-kun?" He asked. Raito shook his head no but it was oblivous that he was lying after all how could nothing be wrong if he was so, for lack of better word, pissed. 'Maybe some day you'll be able to tell me the truth, Raito-kun'

Yes, Yes I know it sucked oh well and whoever guesses correctly what song is my break will be mentioned in my next chapter when ever it comes. State testing is coming up next week so I shouldn't be starting anything right now. Oh well and dont expect a next chapter without atleast 5 reviews...all types of reviews are welcome!

Ja ne,

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