Note: 'Ello! ^-^ Okay, I got this idea last night, it just randomly hit me, so I started writing it, and finished it up this morning when I woke up. I have no life, but that's okay. So, while I was writing this, I got an idea for a future chapter. You'll probably hate my guts for it, but it must be done okay. XD Anyways, I hope you enjoy the story :3

It all had been going on for far too long now. It wasn't the fact that Logan disliked James, or anything like that. If you asked, Logan would probably say that he hung out with the other two boy's more because he had known Kendall for a long time, or because Carlos would be willing to go through any of Logan's crazy science experiments. Then you may ask about James, and Logan would blow him off. Just say that they didn't have much in common. But that wasn't the case at all. Truth be told, Logan was afraid.

Of what, you might ask? He was afraid of being alone with James. He was afraid of spending too much time with James. Why? Because he didn't want to slip up. He didn't want to accidentally say the words that had been dying to escape his lips for the past three years now. He didn't want to accidentally say 'I love you.'

It was a sunny day at the Palm Woods, and James was laying down in his usual lounge chair, tanning. Logan was in the pool, cooling off, and also thinking of a new science experiment he could do. Carlos was sitting on the edge of the pool, with his feet in the water, and Kendall was sitting in a vacant chair next to James, reading his hockey magazine.

"I got it!" Logan suddenly exclaimed, earning the three other boy's attention. "I could fill the pool with packets of Jell-o mix, and then see if the large mass of water can turn into Jell-o or not!" He shouted, all too excitedly.

"Don't you need hot water to make Jell-o, though?" Carlos chimed in, and Logan nodded. "The pool water's cold…"

"Not in the summer, it's always hot," Logan stated. "It's perfect! I can do this experiment in the summer, see if it works, and then turn it in for extra credit!"

"Afterwards, do we get to eat the Jell-o?" Kendall asked, and Logan gasped.

"You don't just eat a science experiment!" He protested, and James laughed slightly, shaking his head. "What?" Logan asked, looking at James.

"Nothing," He mumbled, closing his eyes. Kendall looked over at the pretty boy, raising one of his bushy eyebrows.

"Nothing? I think it's something," He teased, and James looked at him.

"No, it's really nothing," He stated, and Carlos tilted his head to its side, obviously incredibly confused.

"Then why'd you laugh?" He asked, turning slightly to look at James.

"Because, I was thinking. If Logan doesn't want anyone to eat the Jell-o, then what's he gonna do with it?" The tall boy asked, and the other boy in the pool frowned.

"I could… make another experiment out of it! See how quickly that much Jell-o dissolves when I add water," He stated, and James nodded. Kendall suddenly shot up and out of his seat.

"I need to go take Katie to an audition!" He practically squealed, then looked at Carlos. "You wanna come?" He asked, smirking slightly. Carlos blushed, but nodded, getting up and standing beside Kendall. "We'll see you guys around, alright?"

"Okay," James said, closing his eyes. Carlos and Kendall ran back into the Palm Woods, and Logan was screaming on the inside, No! Don't go! Please don't leave me here with James!

"So Logan," James suddenly said, snapping the smart boy out of his daze. "We never really get time alone, do we?"

"Uh… n-no," the boy in the pool whispered, trying his best not to look at the taller boy at all. James opened his eyes once more, looking at Logan, and raising an eyebrow.

"You okay?" James questioned, and Logan felt his heart flutter in his chest. James actually asked me if I was okay. He cares about- The smart boy shook his head, and stopped thinking about that.

"Yeah," He said, calmly, and James furrowed his eyebrows.

"Are you sure?" The pretty boy asked, and Logan nodded. On the inside, the shorter boy was smiling brightly because James was worrying about him. "Alright," The tall boy said, though he didn't sound very convinced at all. "So," He began. "Are you and Camille, ya know, done?" James suddenly asked, totally catching Logan off guard.

"I think so…" He replied, tilting his head to its side. "Why'd you ask?"

"No reason," James answered, a small smirk gracing his lips, and Logan raised an eyebrow. "What?" James questioned, noticing the look that the other boy was giving him.

"Nothing," Logan retorted, getting out of the pool. He stood, reaching for his towel when he noticed the pretty boy staring at him. It made the smart boy feel very uncomfortable actually, and it worried him. "What?" The shorter boy asked, and James was quick to look away.

"Hm?" He questioned back, as if he had never done anything I the first place. Logan blinked, but shook his head, grabbing his towel and beginning to dry his chest off. Then, he noticed the taller boy looking at him again. He tried to ignore it, as he went to dry off his stomach, and then he dried off his legs and feet.

"Well, uh, I'll see you later James," He said, and before James could say anything in response, Logan ran into the Palm Woods, and up the stairs, heading to apartment 2J. He opened the door, slipping inside, and shutting it quickly. He then scurried into his and Carlos's shared room, and slammed the door shut behind himself. There, he rested against the door, closing his eyes as he slid down the piece of wood, until he was sitting on the floor, with his knees pulled up to his chest.

"No, no, no," Was all the escaped his lips. He saw how James was looking at him, it was that same exact look he normally would give a new girl that arrived at the Palm Woods. It was that look he gave a girl when he wanted her. Not to date her, or anything like that, but wanted to… well… have sex with her.

Logan could feel tears stinging his eyes. He had hoped for a while now that James would want him, but not just to have sex with him. He wanted the pretty boy to love him. Because the boy who was currently sitting in his room on the floor loved James.

That's when he couldn't hold his tears back any longer, and he began crying silently. Why was everything so complicated? More importantly, why did James give him that look? Was it because he was shirtless? Logan's eyes widened. He only wanted to see more of me, He thought to himself, before crying even harder.

Logan wanted to stop. He wanted so desperately to stop loving James. He knew about his reputation, and how he could use someone, and then throw that person away the next day. But there was something about the tall brunette that had him captivated, something that he couldn't stop loving. He had no idea what it was, but he knew that he could never stop loving James Diamond.

What'd ya think? Now, I may have my idea happen either the next chapter, or the one after that. I'm not sure, but yeah. Reviews would be so awesome. I'd like, virtually hug every person that left one. :D