Okay- I am going to try and re write Dark Desires, which is a Sesshomaru/Kagome story that I first wrote and posted on Dokuga (curse those narrow minded igits to hell). Now for those of you who read the story on Dokuga- I can't have it as dark as it was there and post it on fanfic.

That would just be stupid.

Especially since Kagome was eleven in the original story.

So here is the slightly new story outline- Sesshomaru went into heat before even knowing that he would. When in heat his baser desires get the best of him and he winds up killing his secretary at work before jumping in his car and heading towards his home which has a nice luxury bunker that he and some unknown female will spend the next three months in unless he kills her or pups her.

On his way home, his beast notices a young woman (Kagome is about 17 in this one). Now this is where it get's tricky as far as differences go.

Sesshomaru abducts the female to rut during his heat, however because she is an innocent he and his beast are in accord that since she is untouched that the female will be his mate.

Not his property/pleasure slave/whore like someone who is untouched would be.

But his actual honest to god mate. However because he knows that when he takes her he will undoubtedly sow the seeds of hatred and discontent because it is essentially going to be rape. He decides that he will do all he can to minimize the damage to her mind and heart and body.

And once he pups her, he will then begin the strenuous task of trying to set things right and show her that he isn't the monster that she believes him to be.

Now first off- I do not condone rape. it's a violent act that is used to break and humiliate the innocent. And only weaklings and cowards use it. Usually to compensate for the lack of size in their man parts among other things.

Second of all- I will not be detailing Kagome's rape in the story. I will detail everything up until he begins to move in on her and that's it.

Third- this is a love story however dark it may be in some places, however Sesshomaru will really have to prove himself to his mate since she was unwilling.

Fourth- things about Sesshomaru and his family will be mentioned that will border on extremely disturbing. Things like sexual slavery, incest, and murder and mercy killing. I do not condone those either. But they will help explain some of Sesshomaru's behavior towards Kagome before and after he mates and pups her.

Fifth- Kagome is a miko in this. She is the Sepreme Miko, which is a rank held only by the most powerful miko in all Japan. She is also a selective mute. Which means that she doesn't speak unless she feels she has no choice.

There are other things as well, but I think I will cover them in the story. So consider this an nice intro to things. And please let me know what you think of the rewritten version.

Enjoy my kittens.

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He should have known that he was in heat the second that he began to feel feverish shortly after reaching work this morning. However he had ignored his body, and what he was feeling until it was almost unbearable.

And by then he had already loosened his tie and unbuttoned his shirt and freed his aching length from the constraining material of his pants and summoned his secretary Janice to come to his office for a little 'extra' work.

Of course the only work she would be doing is sucking him, in hopes that it would help calm the urges heating his blood, making him lose his senses. Of course he hadn't anticipated what would happen once he had the women's lips wrapped around his cock.

One minute he had been enjoying her more than pleasurable oral skills and pumping his cock down her throat. And then...he had began to cum with his cock lodged deep down her throat, choking her as his shaft swelled and the knot at the base of his dick lodged itself firmly within her mouth as he bit hi lower lip with dangerously sharp fangs to keep from making any sound- and then...Janice's head got ripped off.

Literally.

And it was somewhat spectacular in fashion too. The blood from her neck spurting high up into the air, staining both his body and face as well as the wall behind him and the ceiling as the woman's mouth and throat continued to work him for several moments even after her head had been pulled from her shoulders.

Leaving the semi warm blood of the disembodied head to stain his cock while he spurted copious amounts of his fertile seed all over the woman's corpse as Sesshomaru gazed down at his former secretary's body almost disappointingly from beneath hooded lids as he slumped back in his seat and tried to catch his breath for a moment.

His mind still felt hazy from his lustful state. But functioning enough to know that he needed to leave work and head home to the bunker in his mansion. But first, he needed to do something about Janice's head still being attached to his cock.

It was...upsetting to him. Especially since the woman had been someone that he had become particularly fond of over the past ten years of her service.

She hadn't deserved to die like this. Especially in such a horrific manner.

I'll have to have her body preserved so that I can try to return her to life later on, once my heat has passed. He thought to himself as he took hold of the woman's head and none too gently pried it from his cock and then lifted the bloody skull of the woman so that he could press a kiss against the quickly cooling skin of her forehead and then leaned over and gently placed her head where it would have been if she were still alive and then began straightening his clothing.

He would be taking his leave soon. And likely wouldn't be back in the office until his heat was over in several months. But first he had to make arrangements and call and see if he could find someone appealing enough to himself and his beast to use for rutting.

But first he needed to make arrangements for the time he would spend in the bunker. Picking up the phone on his desk, he quickly dialed his home number and slowly began straightening his clothing as he waited for one of his servants to pick up.

Once someone did pick up the phone, he quickly gave very precise orders to have the bunker stocked with enough supplies for three people to last the next five months. Just to be on the safe side. He also told his servant to make sure that enough medical supplies were in the bunker that if the female he used did become injured while he rutted her- the chances of survival would be far better than if he simply left her to suffer in pain until her body simply gave out on her.

Because then he would be stuck in the bunker with a rotting corpse and frankly- he wasn't that into necrophilia. Not that it didn't do in a pinch, but it was just so damn disturbing that he would rather just steer clear of that if he could. After all, these were not the middle ages anymore and such things were highly frowned upon.

Even by demons of his caliber.

Once he was finished telling his servant what to do he then ordered that it be done within the hour and that everyone leave.

It was one thing to be in heat, and quite another to chase after every female working for him and painting his floors, halls and ceilings with their blood. Though he couldn't always control his impulses and desires when he was in heat- he still tried to exercise some control and restraint.

Slowly getting to his feet, he carefully stepped over Janice's body and then went to collect his coat and then quietly slipped out of his office and began the somewhat painful walk down to the garage to get his car so that he could head home.