He couldn't stand it anymore. If they would just give him a chance, he would be alright.
But for now, he had to do the only thing that helped.
Cut.
He needed to so badly. That day had been really hard. First he couldn't get those candles to light and at his expense, Shura laughed her ass off, then with the combined stress of his so called "friends" telling him off and his brother wanting him dead he just wasn't sure if it was worth it anymore. "At least I still have Kuro" he thought as the black cat familiar snuggled up next to him on the bed in his and Yukio's dorm room.
"Rin why are you upset?" The familiar asked as he looked up at him. Rin was surprised at first when asked this question because he had thought that Kuro was asleep but quickly got over his surprise and answered him. "Today was just a rough day Kuro, but I'm okay." He then gave his familiar a very goofy grin to prove his point. Kuro wasn't all that convinced because he could feel Rin's emotions but laid back down anyway. Soon he was fast asleep. Rin then got up real quiet so as not to disturb the sleeping familiar to go up to the roof. He needed to clear his head.
Once he was on the roof staring up at the stars he quickly became tired and fell asleep with a couple of thoughts in his mind, first of what he was going to go through that next day and that he still wanted to cut with the razor blades in his back pocket.
Waking up the next morning was like hell. Rin's back and neck ached from the position he was sleeping in and not to mention the rude awakening from Yukio. Yukio had gotten back early in the morning from a mission to find his brother gone and realized he must be on the roof. So, he had to go up there to make sure that Rin was up to get ready for school and woke him up with a bucket of water, (not holy water mind you, that would sting) after not being able to get him to move. Rin was, of course, not very happy with the younger brother and proceeded to yell at him with things like "What the hell Yukio!" and "Stupid four eyes!" Yukio not fazed in the slightest told him to go downstairs and get ready. Then he turned away from his older brother and walked back to their room.
"Bossy four eyes." Rin muttered after Yukio left. He decided to go get ready and take a shower, so he went, got undressed, and hopped in. He loved the feel of the warm water hitting his back, and the stinging sensation from all the cuts on his stomach and wrists were also releaving because he could focus on the pain instead of what his brother or anyone might say today. But it still wasn't enough. He grabbed the razor blades in his back pocket from the pants on the floor and made a few cuts on his left wrist. He watched as the blood came trickling down his arm and down the drain. He wouldn't have to worry about the others seeing because the uniforms they had were long sleeved, even though they wouldn't care anyway.
After the pain increased Rin was able to think again. It always helped to clear his mind. He knew that no one would care about what he was doing and no one would find out. After all, he had been doing it since the first time someone had called him a demon and he had gotten a small pocket knife for his birthday.
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