Dear Journal (NOT DIARY).
Big Sister wanted me to start writing this so I can "express my feeling in a place that I won't be judged". And so hopefully I can get over whatever feelings I have for big brother. She probably is trying to keep me distracted by this while she goes after big brother herself.

Big sister also said I could write down anything I wanted like the days events and to try to do it daily.

This is so stupid.

I am only doing this because Big Sister said that Big brother was the one to buy it. And I don't want to let something big brother bought go to waste.

Even so ,they could have chosen a different book. Preferably one that's not pink, with a white lace trim, with a giant sparkly N in the middle of the god damn cover! It's so girly and frilly I'm going to puke my intestine out, if not i'll take my eyes out with a knife.

With ALL of my greatest hatred

Natalya Arlovskaya

The country of Belarus

This is based on my own personal thoughts about Belarus i'm sorry if you don't agree.