Chapter 1 –True, Fear and Hurt
It was Monday morning and as usual I'm in my locker talking with Kurt, after what happen with is Dad, and the all helping him, made Kurt and I get close and be friends for a while. He became my best friend and one of my biggest supporters, since things have been hard. Kurt had to leave and then I hear my name being call.
"Rachel, can I talk to you?" Santana asks, two things strange, first she asks if she could, second she called me Rachel.
"Of course Santana."
"Look I'm going straight to the point, last year you defend me and Brittany when no one else did, I appreciated that and during Britney week you actually were very cool so I think I should tell you something."
"What?"
"Finn and I slept together last year during the Madonna week, I don't know if you know that, but I feel like I should tell you and apologize. I did it because I wanted to be like Madonna and she dates younger guys, I wanted to be the captain of the Cheerios and I did it and to be honest it was stupid."
I saw that she was telling the true which makes me shocked. "I can't believe he lied and don't worry Santana, you defend me some times in the last months and I know deep you are a good person."
"Rachel, I know you probably don't want to hear this, especially for me but you need it. Finn is a douche, yes I'm the bitch that slept with him, I'm not better than him in some ways but when you tried to grow up and change, he didn't let, why? Because he saw that you were actually hot and that being yourself would make you have friends. Because he didn't want other guys seeing how amazing you are, that's incorrect. Everyone knows how incredible you are and if there is someone who is going to be a start it's you, so be yourself, with our without Finn. I correct my last sentence, without Finn because with him you going in here for the rest of your life."
"You right Santana and I have to thank you for telling me the true. You are actually a good person."
"I owned you one, just don't tell anyone."
She left and I stay with my thought, Finn didn't just lie last year but he also did when I told him the true about not having slept with Jessie. I told him that I didn't sleep with Jessie during Madonna week. I did sleep with him after he joined our school but it was just that time. Finn had the opportunity, more than once but he just chose not to tell me. And since he joined the football team again he just became shellfish and superficial, it's all about being popular. Yes I wanted that but not to the point of letting my boyfriend gets slushy almost every day and don't do anything. Santana is right; he's a douche that doesn't do anything for me, at least good. Unexpectedly I feel a slushy down my face, it was Karofsky, he says something but I don't hear him I went straight to the bathroom to get clean.
We didn't have glee club today but I stayed in here waiting for Finn. He saw me and came to me but when he tries to kiss me I step back.
"It's everything ok Rach?"
"You slept with Santana." It wasn't a question, Finn looked uncomfortable and if I had any doubts which I hadn't sure I was 100% convinced that it did happened.
"Of course not." He lies.
"It wasn't a question Finn, she told me."
"Come on Rachel you can't believe her. It's Santana we are talking about."
"I know it true Finn, the more interesting I talked with Kurt after and he was surprised that I didn't know. Looks like everyone knew it besides me." I say trying to control my sadness.
"Rachel I'm sorry, but that's the pass."
"Well, also us." I turn away felling the tears in my eyes.
"You're breaking up with me?" He screams behind me.
Everyone who is still in the hall looks at the scene. Great this will end up on Jacob's blog I am sure of it.
"I am Finn." I say almost breaking into tears.
"But you love me."
"Sometimes love isn't enough."
"Is it because I slept with Santana first, please you slept with Jesse too remember." He says and I start to hear whispers.
"And you know that, even before we dated. As for you and Santana, apparently the all freaking school knows it but me. I have a question for you. Did you cheated on me with a anyone?" I say to him, during our arguing I moved and now I am facing him. He's silence was more than I needed. "Answer Finn."
"I did but it was once and it was before we had sex, I guess that I need it and you weren't giving me." That was enough for me, so I slap him in the face.
"You suck a bitch but you know what as soon as I get a hot girlfriend you will come back to me, just as usual."
"Not this time Finn." I say with tears.
I leave to the car full with tears and I found Kurt who offered me a hug. We went home, to eat ice cream and watch romantic comedies.
Next day Kurt and I went to school, after we had a sleep over in my house. Kurt told me if he went back home he would kill Finn and that I need him, so he stayed. Everything was back to normal; people stared, making fun of me, insulting me. It was already late for 3rd period when I saw Karofsky punching Kurt in to a locker, I saw Finn but he didn't do anything, ok that's enough.
"Leave him alone." I say.
"Look the freak came to help her freak gay friend."
"The freak here it's you Karofsky because you're you scared of the true."
I saw him getting angry but now I didn't care I'm sick of Kurt being bullied by him constantly, he doesn't deserve this.
"You lucky that I don't push girls but you are alone again Berry, remember that, you don't have Finn anyone." He gets close to me and I stay back hitting the lockers.
"You better watch it; someone can come and teach you a lesson." He whispers at my ear. "And that person can be me. See you around."
He leaves me and suddenly I fell scared and Kurt sees that fear.
"Are you ok, Rachel?"
"Yes of course come on let's go."
On Wednesday, I was alone at my locker when I hear Karofsky whispering in my ear.
"Alone, hum, Berry, be careful someone can do you bad thinks." He says, starting holding my arm to tight that it hurts.
"You're hurting me."
"What are you going to do, call you gay friend?"
"He may be gay but he is twice a man that you will ever be."
He gets angrier and starts to hug my two arms with more strength, I start being really scared.
"Hey Karofsky leave her alone." It was Santana.
"See you around. Just remember you alone Berry." He whispers to me and then he leaves, Santana comes closer.
"Are you ok Rachel?"
"Yes of course, it was just Karofsky being a Neanderthal."
"Are you sure?" She asks.
"Yes of course." The true is that I wasn't, I feel numb. I'm just completely lost and scared but I can't tell then, they can get hurt too.
The last period of Thursday had finish at 15 minutes ago so I think no one was in school besides the glee club that was in the choir room in the other side of the school. I was in my locker getting my books. I look at the empty hall I'm a little scared since in the last few days Karofsky has treated me a constantly and I'm alone but I'm used to be alone. I close the locker and I was about to turn and the Neanderthal was beside me again.
"Alone again Berry, I told you to be careful." He says with one hand on my thigh. That's it. I'm sick of the treats. I turn to him.
"What do you want Karofsky we both know you are coward you doesn't even have the guts to tell you secret, I know, for a while, the all two gays dads gives me a good gay radar." I had to say something to make him go away but what happens it's the opposite. He push me very strong against the locker and I fell me backs hurting. I'm also weak, I haven't eaten for hours.
"Don't push it Berry, I can hurt you."
"You been telling that to Kurt, that is, you are scared that you being like him, gay."
"That it." He slaps me.
He hugs my arm and push me to the locker, I fell really hurt now. I tried to fight back but it's impossible he is too strong and tall.
"I told to shut up Berry." He hugs me other arm even with more strength I found tear coming to my eyes, then notice blood coming to my leg. He slaps me and I feel in the ground after that it is just pain and then he left. I start to feel dizzy and all I fell is pain. I hear some voices and people coming at me.
"Oh my god, Rachel." It was Sam. "Guys come in Fast."
I can notice Mike and Santana coming over, but I'm starting to feel really dizzy.
"Oh my god guys help her we need to take her to the choir room. Now" Santana screams.
I feel arms taking me. We arrived at the choir room and I see Kurt, Tina and Artie.
"Oh my god what happen." Kurt says really scared.
"We don't know. Does anyone was water and band airs?" Santana asks
"Wait I have it on my locker." Kurt says and run out.
"I will go with you Kurt." Sam says.
"Can you hear us, Rachel?" Santana asks.
"My heath hurts a lot." Then everything is black.
A.N. Rachel is going to move to Mystic Falls with Santana, but should anyone elso go with the two. Let me know what you think.