HY! My name's Danyela and this is my firstInuYasha fan fic! With the help of Keya, We managed to post the story! I hope you'll like it!
"talk"- thoughs
"talk" – spoken words
Disclaimer : I DON'T own InuYasha or the song "My Immortal"
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She ran. She didn't understood why she was feeling like that. She was broken…She wasn't broken for money. No. She was heart broken, she felt like her heart was kidnapped from her chest, cut in hundred pieces, crushed with the foot and then, they were put back in her chest. This is how she was feeling. Her name was Kagome. She had long midnight hair, her eyes were like a pool of chocolate, her lips were red like a rose. Her eyes shone with joy, happiness and love. Then you may ask…why was she running? Why? The same question she was asking herself.
'Why? Why did you do that? Why have you broken me again InuYasha? This is all I want to know. Why' . Who was this InuYasha you may ask? Well, so I can tell you who InuYasha is I must tell you were the story is happening. 500 years ago, youkai and ningen were leaving peacefully. That period was called The Feudal Era. All the land was ruled by Inu no Taisho or The Great Dog General. He was an inu youkai. Like all the others he was mated to an inu youkai which she born a healthy pup named Sesshomaru, a full inu youkai. She couldn't face all the effort and she died. 10 years later he mated another woman, but she wasn't a youkai. No. She was a hime. A ningen hime.
Her name was Izayoi. She also gave Inu no Taisho a pup a hanyou pup, InuYasha. InuYasha had silver hair with 2 furry ears on top of his head like neko andsun kissed orbs. Hanyous were the lowest creatures. They didn't belong to anyone. The Human race feared them because they were stronger and they considered them monsters, and the Demon race hated them because they had human blood which was considered a disgrace to their kind.
A samurai named Takenmaru, who was in love with Izayoi, attacked her after she gave birth. He couldn't kill her because Inu no Taisho arrived there before he got the chance to approach her. The two fought till death. Izayoi went to a village to raise the hanyou pup. As the years passed InuYasha was getting lonely, nobody was playing with him, on the contrary, he was called awful names……His only support was his mother, but after 10 years she died. Now he was alone.
He met a priestess name Kikyo. She promised she would be with him if only he would take the Shikon no Tama to turn himself human. The Shikon no Tama or The Jewel of Four Souls was a powerful jewel which could give you any wish you wanted, The jewel was formed from four souls:
Untamed Strength: Ara- tama (yuu) short for yuuki, meaning courage (InuYasha's Soul)
Harmony: Nigi-tama (shin) short for shintashi, meaning close friends (Shippou's Soul)
Mystery: Kushi-tama (chi) short dor chie, meaning wisdom (Miroku's Soul)
Happiness: saki-tama (ai) short for Aijou, meaning love (Sango's Soul)
All of this souls formed the Shikon no Tama. He accepted. His love for Kikyo was huge. He thought that they would be together for ever but he thought wrong. A half Demon named Naraku interfered with their plans and the result was the death of Kikyo and InuYasha pined to a tree. And now I know you are bored reading all this and asking yourself how could this think have any bond with our girl running? Well you see, 500 years later, a young girl, Kagome felled in a ancient well tacking her 500 years in the past. There she found InuYasha, she freed him from the tree and she instantly fell in love with him….They passed through many adventures and the love for InuYasha grew and grew. Unknown to Kagome, so InuYasha was having feelings on his own. A half of his heart was owned by Kikyo and the other half by Kagome. Many nights when Kikyo wanted to see or to speak to InuYasha she would sent her Soul Stealers and InuYasha would come to her. This process was breaking Kagome inch by inch. But one night it was enough.
Flashback
Again the Soul Stealers were on the sky. InuYasha knew that Kikyo was nearby and he went to see her. Kagome looked at the ground sadly.
'He went to see her again…' sight 'Oh InuYasha, when will you stop seeing her? Do you know how much it hurts me when you go to her? Every time you go to her, I stay here and wait for you. But this night will be different! I want to see what you are doing when you see her!'
Said and done. She fallowed him through the woods to the place where he would meet her. InuYasha stopped near Kikyo which was surrounded by her soul stealers.
"It's nice to see you again InuYasha" she said in a monotone voice that would make Sesshomaru proud.
"It's nice to see you to, Kikyo."
"Tell me, have you done it? Have you killed my reincarnation? Have you killed that pest that interferes us being together?" hearing that Kagome's blood turned ice. 'What is she talking about InuYasha?' tears were starting to form in the corner of her eyes 'Do you want to kill me to be with Kikyo? Do you hate me THAT much?!'
"Did you InuYasha?"
Silence
She narrowed her eyes. "You haven't, haven't you! Why! She is the one who is standing is our way! She is standing in our lo--" She was cut by a pair of lips. She responded with so much passion and lust that InuYasha thought that he would be devoured. They parted for air.
"I promise you Kikyo that the next time I see her I would kill her. Then nothing is going to stand is out love!"
"Good! Cause if you just said that than that means you won't mind this" She pulled her bow and an arrow and shot in the woods. A gasp could be heard. The scent of blood was tickling his nose. His eyes widened, it wasn't just some ordinary blood, it was Kagome's! He saw Kagome coming with a hand on her chest. Blood was pouring from there. Kikyo shot Kagome. The next words shocked him.
"I hate you InuYasha!! I hope you rote in hell with your love!!!" she screamed then ran into the woods. He started following but was stopped. He couldn't pass! Why he couldn't pass?!?!
"Are you wondering why you can't pass my love?" evil smile "Simple. I put a barrier so you couldn't pass"
"Let me go Kykio!
"Never!!!!!. You wanted this InuYasha! YOU! I shoot her for US! Didn't you said you wanted to kill her so she couldn't interfere with OUR LOVE?!?!?!"
"……"
"Well InuYasha, she would die! And now WE WOULD BE TOGETHER FOR ETERNITY!!" she screamed.
"Kikyo! Please! Let me pass! I have to go after Kagome!"
"NO! And guess what lover boy? She doesn't have much time! In a matter of 4 minutes she would die!"
"No! I would not let you kill her! How can you be so heartless?! You changed Kikyo…You aren't the woman I used to love, in fact, I don't think that you loved me after all. Heh. You know what ? Kagome was right, you didn't truly loved me; cause if you did, you would never want to use the Shikon no Tama to turn me human. No. If you didlove me, you would love me like a hanyou, not like a human! I changed my mind. I'm not going to Hell with you; I'm going after the one I truly love! Goodbye Kikyo.
After he said that, InuYasha turned to leave but he was abruptly stopped by a pain in his chest, then something wet poured through his hakama. He put his hand to see what it was, and what he saw shocked him! The liquid was blood. His blood. But the question was how his blood got there. Simple. He got shot. By what?. An arrow. Who's arrow? Kikyo's arrow. She shot him.
He ignored the pain and ran through the thin forest to find his beloved.
'Please be okay! Oh Kami-sama! How foolish could I be!? I had the most perfect woman in my sight the whole time and I was running after Kikyo! Please be okay Kagome! I hope you have the power to forgive me!'
End Flashback
Now, you understand why she was feeling like this….she knew she didn't have much time left. She reached the Goishibonku, the place where they first met. She sat down at the base of the tree and started to imagine a piano singing (A/N: by that I want to say that she starts to hear the music of a piano, the sounds) and started to sing, putting all her feelings and pain in it.
I'm so tired of
being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have
to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence
still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
She smiled. Even in moments like this she would think of him. She should hate him, but she didn't know why but she couldn't bring to hate him. In fact, it wasn't even his fault that she was in love with him. She knew that he loved her, but she always had hope that he would love her.
These wounds won't
seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much
that time cannot erase
She
thought that with time the pain will go
away, that she wouldn't be so hurt. But, she was mistaken….The
time was passing but the pain wouldn't go away. She sighed and
continued to sing along with her imaginary piano.
When you cried I'd
wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all
of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But
you still have
All of me
She always defended him. When he was sad she tried to make him happy. When he was angry she would make him calm. She was always near him…She didn't hate him. No. In fact, her love for him grew. She admired him for the courage he always had, for the power and for the fact that he was himself.
You used to
captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life
you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant
dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
She was fascinated by his life. But now he would go away…she would never see him again… she knew that she would die…but all she wanted to say to him was 'I love you InuYasha'
When you cried I'd
wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all
of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But
you still have
All of me
These wounds won't
seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much
that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd
wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all
of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But
you still have
All of me
I've tried so hard
to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with
me
I've been alone all along
She tried to forget about him, but he was with her all the time but she knew that only his body was there with her, his mind not. She was feeling alone.
When you cried I'd
wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all
of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But
you still have
All of me
She saw him. She smiled and looked at his face, his eyes, everything of him. Then She looked straight in his eyes and said:
"I don't hate you InuYasha. I never did."
"Kagome…."
"InuYasha….Aishiteru"
"You wench! Mo Aishiteru!
With those last words, his beloved gave her last breath.
"No! Kagome wake up! Please! Common you stupid wench! Wake up! KAGOMEEE!!!!!!!!"
She died. She left him alone. He started crying… he never cried since his mother died, he cried hours and hours.
Years passed and nobody saw InuYasha since that awful night. Rumors said that he died from the loss of blood from Kykio's arrow, others say that he is still mourning his beloved. One night the villagers were walking through the thin forest and they stopped suddenly. They stopped only to heard a piano and an angelic voice singing.
They said that the forest was hunted by a hime spirit that's purpose was to eat or seduce the men that were passing the forest. When they heard that, nobody dared to enter in the forest.
Late at night if you were in the forest and if you would listen carefully you could hear a voice singing and the following words:
"It's tragic to die with an broken heart. Live your life believing that is the last day of it. "