It has been about one month since I figured out that I like Derek Venturi. Me, Casey McDonald the goodie goodie had fallen for her step-brother. I wanted to keep it a secret from everyone but again being Casey i couldn't keep it a secret for too long. So I told Lizzie and Emily. They said it was pretty obvious I liked him. I couldn't believe it was obvious to people that i like him!
Today was the day i decided I would tell Derek how I felt towards him. I couldn't keep it a secret much longer with the way I've been acting around him lately. Even though I knew I had to tell him I like him I couldn't stop arguing with myself over telling him or not. I was starting to go crazy. 'I have to tell him how I feel. But what if he doesn't like me back? I just have to, its now or never. Never sounds good to me. No! I can do this and I will do this.' Sighing I stood up from my bed and walked to Derek's room. I knocked on the door and soon Derek stood there with his infamous smirk on his face.
"what do you want Casey?"
"I uh…we need to talk about something." avoiding his stare I went and sat on his bed.
"what's so important that you had to interrupt me while I was doing homework?"
"oh please like you ever do homework, and can you please just be serious for one moment?"
Rolling his eyes he mumbled a simple "fine"
"okay, um I just wanted to tell you that lately I have been doing some thinking about some feelings i've had for awhile now and I have came to terms with the fact that I might possibly… like you." I blurted out and just stared at him waiting for his response.
"Derek, um are you going to say anything?"
Sighing, he ran his hands through his hair and said "Casey, I don't like you like that…I'm sorry"
A/N: im not the best writer, but I will try to make the rest of my chapters a little bit longer and a bit more descriptive im trying to work on my writing skills. Please review!
