He Was Gone...
Day 2
He was gone. I had already known that before I had got to him. The blood, there was so much blood. All that awful blood. It still makes me sick thinking about it. It makes my stomach turn. I can still see it, smell it. In the air, on him, and on me...
He's not coming back; Chopper confirmed that. I know that, and yet, I keep asking myself the same questions; how can this be? Why aren't you out sleeping on the Sunny's deck? From now on, I'll only be preparing eight dishes instead of nine. Why... ?
I guess this means I'll never have to worry about fetching your sorry ass when you get lost, huh? We'll never get to fight or spar with each other again either. However, that's a good thing right?! At least that's what I try and tell myself. Nami-san always hated it when we fought. She would always scold us and take back our allowances. Robin-chan never really seemed to care much though. She would stop to watch us every once in a while and just laugh at us before she would go back to what she was doing. Chopper was always worried we would take it too far and hurt each other. Not that I blame him, it has happened once or twice. Luffy and Franky would always seem to cheer us on when we went at it. Later, Franky would regret ever cheering us on though. He would always get so pissed when he had to make extra repairs to the Sunny. We had always ended up pretty much destroying the Sunny when we fought. Luffy always found our fighting hilarious. He would laugh at us the whole time along with Brook. Brook would sometimes play songs when we fought together. It was nice. It always seemed to lighten the tension between everyone. After a hard battle, it was always nice to have some fun. However, I don't think anyone in the crew has been to happy since our battle with Doflamingo. After all, we did not win... and it was not fun; we lost our Swordsman. We had lost one of our Nakama. Even Brooks songs don't seem to help anymore... Not since Zoro. It was fun fighting with you. I've always enjoyed our fights! Hell, I can even remember back when we had the Merry, we even fought back then to didn't we? Ussop would get so mad when we tore up the Merry! He always took such good care of her to. That was so long ago, and yet it feels like it was just yesterday. But that's not it, that's not it at all. Yesterday, I remember it well, it was the day Chopper told me you died.
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