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Julius prove~

alice was sitting in the chair that she usually occupied after getting me my coffee, watching my hands truth, i loved it when she watched me. it made me feel important, not like just some unholy man everyone else seems to think i am. i do not care what anyone thinks of me, if they think that this is wrong. i simply have to do this job in order for wonderland to keep moving like, well, opinions and thoughts are pointless. i do not wish to here them, or even acknowledge that they exist. none of them are important, none of them matter. that is true for everyone i have had the displeasure of listening to. everyone except….

the clockmaker looked over at the girl to ask her for another cup of the brown liquid. before he could voice his request, he noticed that alice had fallen asleep in her hands again. she would always insist to stay up until julius himself went to bed, but sometimes (about once a week) she would succumb to her fatigue and pass out sitting up like that. julius smiled a wide smile and quietly laughed. he could only do that at this time, when on one would see, and this started about a day after alice had arrived. he did smile for alice on acasion and might have even chuckled once or twice, but he couldn't afford to let people see too many of his emotions. it was dangerous for him and alice, now that she lived in the clock tower, because the rebels (that wanted the ones who died to stay gone) might find a weakens and use it to get into the tower and destroy his clocks, not to mention himself, and possibly even alice.

and that was something he couldn't bare. he knew of his feelings for the girl, but to keep her safe, and to not chase her away like peter, he kept his emotions bottled up. he had almost blown his cover right in front of ace when he saw that alice had returned to wonderland and still wanted to live with him. he had almost blown it again when she and blood decided to just be friends. yes, he loved her, but he would never admit it. unless she did first…..but what am i thinking!? i don't even know if she finds me as anything other than a friend. he thought as the smile slipped from his face. it made a new appearance as he looked at the clock in his hand. it was the last one and he was almost finished. just one more…and…..there! done. he thought as he tietend the last screw in place. he then put down the precious item and turned his attention to what needed to be handle with much more care, he thought. he gently picked alice up out of the chair, like how you would a child, with her head on his shoulder and legs dangling about his waist."troublesome girl" he grouched, somewhat happily, to himself.

he easily carried her out of the room and up the flight of stairs to her bed chambers. pushing the door open with his back, he walked through the room and placed her on the bed. he then took off her shoes, stockings, hair bow, and bracelet and put the items away were she always did. and even though he was used to doing this, because alice had been here for almost a year now, his clock still skipped a tick when he pulled the blanket up to her chin, and smoothed the hair out of her face. as he was about to exit the door, he looked back over at her and saw alice kick something off of the end of her bed. julius was a little irritated to see that it was a book. he walked over to it and picked it up thinking, how could she treat one of my books like this? i have only let her read them because i have seen her use them with utmost care. tomorrow i will tell her that she can no longer read from my personal library and that - wait, this isn't mine.

and indeed it wasn't. unlike all of his, this one was decorated with light blue ribbon around a dark blue binding and a silver bow at the spine. in silver cursive at the lower right hand side it read, Alice Liddel. flipping through the pages, he noticed that the front ones were full of hand writing and the back were blank. he had unintentionally found alice's diary. now was his chance to find out why she stayed with him. he new that it was wrong and that he should just put the book down, but he needed to know. with diary in hand, he slipped out the door and up more stairs until he was in his own bed room. julius settled himself in the chair that was by his second bookshelf (the first was in his office) and he started to read the last page with writing on it.

today was a fun day. i hung out with boris at the amusement park. he made me ride all of the roles rosters and i almost through up! even though i love to hang out with that silly little cat, i couldn't wait to get home! when i did, julius was sitting in his usual spot, sleeping in his arms with his tools and the broken clocks i had left him with. i wish i could help more than i did, but that stubborn man insists that i leave at least once a day. why can't he see that all i want to do is stay with him?

he could have died right then after reading that last sentence, but he couldn't because he still (technically) didn't have his answer, so he read on.

all well. but anyway, back to why i had such fun today! before i could leave after our fun, boris took me aside and told me he loved me. i was a little worried at first but was so relieved when he explained his feelings for me. it sounded exactly like how i loved him! and i told him that and kissed him on the cheek before i ran home to tell julius the good news.

good news?! is she trying to kill me!? i never herd anything about this! in all of his ragging thoughts, a single tear rolled down his otherwise expressionless face. he wanted to stop reading. he wanted to put the book down, crawl into a corner and die. but he couldn't. now he absolutely had to know why she stayed with him. it certainly couldn't just be to torture him. if she loved boris so much than why couldn't she go live with him? he continued on, determined to get to the bottom of it, if only to stop the torment in his clock

i ran all the way home with this happy feeling in my heart. i just couldn't wait to tell that wonderful man my wonderful news about this wonderful occurrence in this wonderful wonder world. as i burst through the doors reedy to sing my joy, i saw him sleeping so peacefully at his desk, that i couldn't bring myself to wake him. i found a blanket and put it over his shoulders. he was just so cute i couldn't stand it! i had to steel a kiss, just one. a small peck on his soft lips. as i pulled back i could see a small smile on his face. i hope that in his dreams, i was still the one kissing him. i could definitely find a better time to tell him about boris. having a little brother was great, but to have to wake julius up to tell him about it would be a shame. he deserved this rare bit of peace. if only a different kind of love for me could be found in his heart, well, clock. i knew that there was in mine. i was a fool to think that i should leave wonderland. i will always be indebted to blood for binging me back, no matter how much of a pain he was. i'll never leave julius again.

he couldn't believe it. he had found his answer and more. he remembered that dream, it happened just last night, and it was alice that had kissed him in it. he brought a hand up and touched his lips. he could feel a smile spreading under his fingertips. he was ecstatic even though on the outside he just had a cute little smile and a twinkle in his eye. he got up and slowly made his way back down to alice's room. julius crept inside and put the book on the floor next to the bed were he had picked it up in the first place. he stood and looked over at the beauty sleeping in the bed with a smile on her face. julius looked back at the door and rubbed the back of his neck as he thought. he had to tell her how he felt. she needed to know that her affections were not only one sided. he needed to let her know.

" but how do i tell her..." he mumbled to himself. as soon as the last syllable fell from his mouth, alice's eyes popped open and her smile spread even wider across her grabbed the clockmaker's hand, causing him to abruptly look back down at her with an expression of pure surprise.

" you don't have to, i know"

"how… what… i…. how long have you been awake?" he quickly plastered an indifferent look back onto his face as he asked the last question.

"i never fell asleep"

"what!?" his indifference turned into surprise once more.

"i thought that it was time you knew" alice said as a blush stole over her face " i knew that i to let you know, but i didn't know how until you put me in bed and i felt my diary by my feet. i thought that if i can't tell you, then i would let you see inside my mind. i was hoping that you would accept me. that is what you were going to tell me right?… unless its that you had to tell me that you don't." she looked up at julius with eyes filled to the brim with sorrow at the thought of rejection. she didn't know if she could take it again after what had happened with her ex. these horrible thoughts filled her mind and the flood in her eyes was threatening to spill over. at that sight julius quickly hoped onto the bed and hugged her close to him, unintentionally starling her.

" don't cry. please. i would never tell you that i didn't accept you. i don't know what to do when you cry. i don't want to make you cry….. because….. i love alice too." her breath hitched in her throught. she couldn't believe it. he had never sayd that before. in all of wonderland, he, the one she wanted to here it from the most, was the only one that had never said it. he was the only one out of role holders and faceless alike that had never told her that.

" julius…. i, i can't believe it….. you said it…..finally" she whispered almost inaudibly as she let herself sob into his jacket. but these, unlike the ones that she was about to shed a moment ago, were tiers of joy.

"no! alice, don't cry!" the clockmaker begged as he squeezed her even titer to himself.

" but julius..*sniff*.. i have to"

"why!?"

he pulled away a little, not enough for his arms to unwind from her back, but just enough so that he could see her face. to his shock and surprise, she was smiling bigger than he had ever seen before." because, i love julius" she continued to let the happy tiers fall from her eyes as she reached up through his arms to interlock her own behind his neck and pull him down so that there lips met. julius was so shocked that all he could do was freeze up and stair wide eyed into the closed ones below him. after he gave his mind time to conclude that he could figure this all out later, he closed his own eyes and started to contribute to the kiss himself, sliding his tung along her bottom lip, asking permission to enter. alice gladly abided and started to work her own tung in time with his. she slowly lowered herself back down onto the bed, pulling julius along with her as the kiss started to become a little more. julius pulled the blanket out from in-between them and carelessly through it to the floor as alice started to slowly pull the ever present midnight blue jacket off of his shoulders. as his cote was finely shed and draped across the wooden chair next to her bed, julius started to work on the buttons of her dress that were below her neck as alice started to remove his clock tie and belt, not wanting to damage them. julius moaned softly as alice accidentally brushed by his steadily hardening member as she removed his belt.

"alice…" julius whimpered into the kiss," if we continue…*nhg*…. i won't be able to stop myself"

"then don't…." alice murmured breathlessly as she arched herself into his body making a perfect fit.

"alice!" julius almost shouted as the girl pressed her knee up in-between his legs.

he made quick fork of the rest of the buttons and pulled off her dress so that she was now in nothing but her little blue corset and under ware decorated in little white bows." ha, how like you" he breathed as he starred hungrily down at her. alice, seeing an opportunity as julius was distracted, took that short amount of time to take off his vest and shirt and toss them onto the pile with his jacket and her dress. she began to unbutton his now to tite pants as he swooped down to nibble at her neck, hitting her in the lip with his earring in the proses." ow!" she yelped, more out of surprise than pain. " I'm sorry my heart" julius apologized as he unclipped the clock from his ear and put it on hers. alice blushed profusely as he trailed his fingers down her jawline, neck, collarbone, and top of her chest to stop at the first latch on the corset, ready to undue it and move to the next one.

" your heart?"

" yes. you are mine aren't you? and so is your heart, witch makes you my heart, right?"

" …..yes… my clock" she finished joyfully as she pulled him down for another heated kiss. she started to work on his pants again, trying desperately to get them off, as he pulled away from the kiss and started to nibble on her collarbone. he suddenly jumped up and grabbed her wrist, preventing her from pulling off his pants." maybe…. maybe we should wait"

" what? why? do you not…. want me…?" she questioned as her old worries creeped back to her.

" of corse i want you!" julius started to blush at his own words " its just that…. what if this is a dream, and after this" he said gesturing down at there bodes " i wake up and find that you don't love me? what if this is just another one of my fantasies never to come true? i would be clock broken if i woke up in my own bed without you by my side. could we just wait? until i know that this isn't just a dream?"

his face held so much pain and love and desperation that was so uncharacteristic to himself, that alice just couldn't say no. she sighed and got up on her elbows so that she could better talk with julius ( who was still straddling her, but was in an upright sitting position) " alright…. we can wait. i was thinking the same thing myself, even though in all of my dreams you never stopped me" she finished with a teasing smile. other than the crimson blush on his cheeks, julius had regained his indifferent look. he smirked down at her " all of your dreams?"

"shut up you hypocrite" she said as she playfully punched him in the shoulder." all of your fantasies?"

julius's blush intensified as he crossed his arms and looked away from her and at the wall." yes,well….."

alice giggled at his reaction, bobbing his body and her own with the action. julius's eyes went wide and he drew in a sharp breath as he bounced on top of her." alice!" he hissed in pleasured torment as she continued to laugh."oops, sorry julius" she said as she abruptly stopped her snickering. then a devilish smile crept its way onto her face and her eyelids drooped suductivly over her eyes." but you know, i could help you with that"

as julius turned a questioning gaes at her, she bucked her hips forward and to the side, successfully laying him on his back next to her. she then hoped up herself and pulled julius's pants and undergarment off in one fast swoop."alice! what are you-!"he was cut of as she licked from the base of his erection down to the tip before she flicked her tung inside the slit drawing out a long low mown from the bluenett. she then took the tip into her mouth and worked the rest slowly in, her tung dancing along the surface. alice took him in up to the hilt, gaging herself with his impressive length. he gulped in more air, desperate for oxygen, as she started to hum 'hickory tickory tock' around his need. all he could do was yell her name in ecstasy as she began to to suck and nibble on him. he was getting close, but not close enough. she scraped her teeth along his penis as she drew back and clasped her hand around around it and gave it a squeeze. julius's face was pulled into a grimes of pleaser as one hand griped the sheets on the bed and the other, the pillow under his head as loud noises came from the back of his throught and filled the air along with the sound of alice still humming the nursery rime. that was it, he couldn't take it anymore. just as he was entering his orgasm and about to spill over, alice gripped his member even titer to force the cum to stay in him. it was by far the best thing he had ever felt. his deep rich scream filled the air as his vision faded to white. before the pleasure could turn to pain, she stroked his member a couple more times and took him back into her mouth to suck out the gooey liquid.

he released all of his cum into her and lay limply on the bed as he let his eyes focus back into the real world. alice made shor that he was looking at her before she tilted her head back and swallowed." delicious" she breathed as she licked her lips. julius motioned for her to come closer and as she did, he pulled her into i worm and loving embrace. " tomorrow, if i wake up and your not here, i won't hesitate to slap you in this messed up dream world" he got in in-between panting.

"you still think that this is a dream?"

"of cores i do. after all, if this was real, I'm sure that ace would have barged in a long time ago. he always has every other time i tried to tell you."

" so thats why! i am so glad that he didn't!"

" heh, tell me about it"

"…hay, don't worry, about this being a dream, ok? i know that its not because i have conscious thoughts, so it would have to be my dream, and its not my dream because nightmare has always spoken to me before i was able to drift into a fantasy. so, don't worry"

" that is very convincing. i love you my little heart. you'd better be right"

"I'm sure i am" she shivered and made an effort to get up."whats wrong? were are you going?" julius asked in a monotone voice with just the slightest bit of concern even though on the inside he was screaming the questions." its cold and you through the blanket over there" she said as she pointed to the corner of the room." no, you can't go" he urged as he pulled her back to him. "but julius, i-" "hush now, take this" he grabbed his jacket off of the chair and slipped it onto had arms before laying her back down and spooning her with his arms raped around her." now isn't this better than a silly old blanket?"

"mmmm, much" she agreed as she snuggled deeper into his naked body " but won't you get cold?"

" no, I'm used to it by now because its always winter here in the april season."

"oh….well…thats…good" was the last thing she said before she drifted off to sleep.

please dont get too angry at me if you dont like this! its my first time ever writing something smexy like this! tell me how i did! more of the story will be posted at a later date! :D