A/N: This is my first posted fanfic on this site please be kind.
Warning: I wrote this while extremely pissed off and wanted to kill someone, so in an attempt to keep myself out of prison, I took my rage out on Death Note characters.
Rated M : For violence, mental and physical abuse, and maybe yoai, not sure at this point.
A/N 2: This is most likely an one-shot unless it is well liked then I will extend it to however long I can think shit up. Oh yeah, in this fic Light does not have his memories of ever being Kira, this will explain the ooc way Light is acting.
Please review, thanks. EiriandKuramalover07.
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"You are Kira,"
The blood in Light's body ran cold at the smirk that crossed L's normally emotionless face.
"I am not Kira! What do I have to do to prove to you I'm telling the truth?" Light yelled, quite fed up with being accused of being a mass murderer, he couldn't be right? Light was beginning to doubt himself at this point. Then holes in his memories not helping his resolve.
"You claim your not Kira? Well then you will have to do something very unlike Kira, something Kira would never do under any circumstance, even death," L stated, his voice dark and ominous.
"What? Tell me what to do! I will do anything!" Light exclaimed.
The usually blank, black eyes glinted in the light cast by the computer screens and other equipment in the task force room, whose only occupants at the moment were Light Yagami and L Lawiet.
"Get down on your knees," L said bluntly.
Light mouth hung open in shock and for the first time his mind blanked, and he could not think of anything to say or do.
"Come now Kira-kun such an expression is unbecoming of a self-proclaimed God like yourself." L's smirk turned back to his usual stoic expression. "I do not usually repeat myself so consider yourself lucky and be grateful Kira. I said on your knees before me Kira. KNEEL!" L yelled out the last part, his typical voice a few octaves higher.
Light stared dumbly (A/N: Yeah I know like that would ever happen) at L, disbelief clearly written across his features. Lights brain betrayed him and shut down. Staring dumbfounded, the spark in his eyes diminished and without a word Light dropped to his knees before the world's top three detectives.
Shock crossed L's features for a fraction of a second before his years of self control kicked in and his face became once again unreadable. L was about to speak again, but Light beat him to it.
"What else do you want me to do Ryuuzaki?" Light asked in a broken tone.
L thought carefully about what to say, he knew Kira would not have dropped to his knees not for L, and at least not as quickly without some devious intent. The percent of Light being Kira decreased from 99.9 percent to 96.9 percent. Now that L doubted himself he grew angry and frustrated with Light, though he did not show it. He wanted to make Kira squirm. He wanted to hear him BEG!"
"Your act does not deceive me Kira-sama, grovel at my feet! Grovel like the filthy murderer you are!" L was having trouble controlling himself, he cursed Kira silently.
Light's face scrunched up and he could not meet L's eyes anymore. He set his palms on the floor and crawled to L's feet. He stayed there, bowing before him.
Light's compliance was really beginning to piss L off. This was not suppose to happen! L's theory was being more disproved by the second. L grabbed Light's reddish brown hair and yanked his head up to his. They stared at each other for a moment, pain dancing in Light's eyes, while the onyx eyes of L showed anger and disgust. L suddenly slammed his lips against Light's hard enough to make their teeth clink together.
L yanked away just as quick as it had started.
"What the hell are you doing to me Kira!?" L screamed into the younger mans face. He in a rare state of rage cocked his fist back. Light shut his eyes when he saw L preparing to hit him. Without meaning to Light let out a whimper of fear escape his throat. Light waited, eyes clenched shut and body tensed preparing for the blow. But the blow did not come. Slowly Light opened his tear filled amber eyes to see what was happening. Why had L stopped?
L and Light stared at each other, L just couldn't do it. Not after the shallow sob came out of Light's throat and now tears down his face. 'Light is not Kira! Or at least not anymore' L's mind screamed at him.
(A/N: At this point my anger has gone away and I do not feel the need to subject Light-kun to anymore pain.)
"Light-kun…" L said softly, his voice nearly cracking. What had he done.
Light's head snapped up from the hung position it had fallen after L had released his grip on his hair. Light gasped when he saw for the first time the wet lines on L's cheeks, showing tears had ran there.
"I'm sorry Light-kun." L never apologized or if he did, he had definitely not meant it. Now he did, he meant it with every fiber of his being. Light was his first friend, no correction his only friend. Watari was more of a father than a friend. But now L had royally fucked up everything. What horrible things he had done to the person who at one time had called him, L, a friend.
"You called me Light…" Light trailed off as if lost in his own thoughts.
"That's because," L tried to explain but was cut off harshly.
"Why not Kira? Huh? Why Not?!" Light's eyes blazed with rage before he broke down sobbing. Light surprisingly latched onto L's shoulders and cried against L's pale skin. "Why L? Why did you do this to me? I LOVED YOU!" Light sobbed harder as L stood there in shock.
"Light…" L mumbled, dropping the honorific. He brought his hands up and wrapped them around Light's forearms. L pulled the boy up and quickly wound his arms around the younger man's waist and pulled him closer. "Please forgive me, please don't stop being my friend…" Lawiet said as he took Light's face into his hands and once more placed his lips against Light's, but this time it felt so right.
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A/N: So what did you think? Should I continue? Please R and R.