She knocks softy on his door. Not caring to think of the truth about the hour. He wasn't asleep. He had confessed days prior that he struggled with that; like they all did. He opens it within seconds. In only a pair of pants, hairs ruffled and untamed. For a second she wonders if she had awaken him, guilt starts to over come her. Just as she is about to issue an apology he steps aside as an invitation to enter the space.
They say nothing as she walks into his sanctuary and gently closes the door behind her. They just stare at each other. Eyes locking into each others. They knew it was time. They had wanted it longer than either cared to admit, forhim longer than he was allowed to desire it. For her guilt and the past had always stopped her from making the after midnight journey to him. Why tonight? Why like this? She couldn't understand it. She just knew. In his eyes the words still not said she knows he agrees.
It was time. She changes her facial expression and gives a small smile, unsure, fearful, yet still determined. He nods acknowledging each of the emotions and allowing her to know he felt the same. Her heart starts to beat ever so faster as he leans in. Faster when she feels his breath on her lips. She swears its about to explode when they joined by his lips. She opens up immediately allowing him access; her tongue ready to do its own exploring. Who moaned first she couldn't say. Nor did she care.
His hands are becoming suddenly desperate pulling, tugging, attempting to remove her pants. While at the same time her hands search for the bottoms he wore. It was time. And they both knew it won't be long. It won't be romantic, passionate, at least not this one. It was to be quick, animalistic, him in her and little else. And when at last the the moment is reached he effortlessly lifts her up, her legs hooked around his waist holding onto her lower back firmly and still gently with great care he thrusts world. It's fears. It's truth. The pain it dished out constantly suddenly no longer existed. All she needed was this. Him and her. Him in her.