Well, alright then. Hi. Caitlyn here. Or "asdfghjklblah" (wow I was a weird seventh grader?). Or whatever you call me. Right, anyways. As you've most probably noticed, I suck at updating, I haven't touched any of my multis in months, and if I PM with you, I probably haven't responded to you in quite the while.
This is due to me being a horrendous person without motivation to click "log in" and fill in my information. This is also due to lack of creativity and interest in any of my stories. You know, it all sounds good in my head for the most part when I start a story, but between chapters one through five, I seriously get so stuck that I don't even want to think any more. And then I forget about it for awhile. And then I readdress it, but soon get bored.
So I think I've grown out of fanfiction. Like, honestly, I get so bored reading or writing it, and no matter what genre I try out, I get completely uninterested. I've shared a lot of my issues with you lovely people on this site, and as you may or may not now, this was once my way of coping with life. But I'm a musician- I write songs and music, and I sing out my emotions. Plus, I guess I feel kind of... Weird, writing stories about people I love, potentially ruining their lives in stories or making them sound silly and such? I don't know, I'm thoroughly weirded out by fanfiction now. I guess I just grew out of this whole shindig and changed.
Uh, so there you have it. I have no motivation, inspiration, or interest whatsoever for this whole fanfiction thing. I'm sorry if I've disappointed y'all, especially my newer readers who were looking forward to stuff. And to all the friends I've made on here, wow. You guys are amazing and strong and beautiful in every way possible.
If you still are willing to/want to talk to me, please email me at koganschmidt ('at' symbol) . There I'll give you my personal email (because I don't want to publicly expose it here) IF we are close. My personal email, I check everyday and I'll be able to keep in touch with you lovely people, especially if you need a helping hand.
I love you all, and it was fun writing for you for a couple of years. Stay strong. And thanks for being such awesome people when I had none here in California.