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Forever yours?

Sometimes when the pain inside is so bad its best to try and block it out, but what if you cant block something that will always be there, something that will never go away.

Human people don't remember being born, but I do, I remember it like it was yesterday. I can remember my mother's beautiful face and the feeling of safety when ever my father was around, my parents loved me more then anything in the whole world and I loved them the same, but that didn't stop me from feeling like an outcast.

There was only one person that made me feel normal and his name was Jacob black. With each day that passed I was falling more and more in love with him, I loved every thing about him. I was getting harder to hide, I wanted to tell him how I felt, how much I longed for him, how my body craved for his touch, but what if he didn't feel the same?.

That morning I wake up to the smell of bacon and eggs that was always a sign Jacob was over, oh my god I could feel my cheeks getting redder, what the hell am I going to wear, all I wanted to do when he was about was to look sexy, but it never worked I just felt like a school kid with a crush.

Feeling disheartened I threw anything on and walked down the stairs to the kitchen, nobody was there apart from Jacob stuffing his face.

"Hey ness, how are you on this fine morning?" he said with his mouth full, "I'm good, where is everyone?", "hunting, I'm glad I've got you all to myself today nessie I think you and me need to have a chat".

"Chat?, what about Jacob, if its to check how I'm doing at school again can we just give it a miss please, iv got better things to do with my time"

"See your doing it again, your hiding something I can tell, you've been like this for weeks ness, everyone is worried about you, your not yourself lately and I'm going to get to the bottom of it, weather you like it or not".

"Look Jacob I understand your worried about me, but I already have an overbearing father and I don't need another one".

"That was harsh ness; I've only ever tried to do what's best for you"

I can't believe I'm saying all this to Jacob, shut up nessie just shut up.

"I'm sorry Jake" I told him with my face to the floor, I didn't even look at his perfect face, Then the unthinkable happened my eyes betrayed me and I started to cry.

Jacob looked horrified, he walked over to me slowly, "god ness was it something I said, please don't cry, I'm sorry"

"Why are you sorrrry?" I said through my sobs."For making you cry, I just care for you ness, believe it or not but your the first thing I think about when I wake up, and the last thing at night, your the only thing I worry about ness"

What he said just made me cry even harder. "Come on nessie that was mend to make you feel better, you know you can tell me anything write".

Then he learned in and gave me a big bear hug which made me feel a hundred times better. "You wanna go for a walk?" he asked.

"Yeah that would be good"