Kaoru's P.O.V

I walked towards the classroom.

It's after school and Hikaru said he forgot something in the classroom.

"Hi-" I am about to call his name when I peek inside the class room.

There is Hikaru with Haruhi. He has her leaning against the desk and pinning her there. They are kissing…. Well making out actually. He is grinding their hips together and they are moaning into their kiss.

I gap and cover my mouth in shock.

Haruhi and Hikaru are together!

Neither of them see me, they both are all wrapped up in their activities and they have their eyes closed.

I turn and run out the door. Screw calling a limo, I'll walk home.

Why! Oh why couldn't he have told me about this instead of leading me on to thinking we will be together forever!

I don't even know where I am headed, I don't even care!

Finally slowing, I pant and hold my sides because they hurt.

I look around only to find myself in the middle of a field, no one around for a while. I seem to have ended up in the country side.

I take out my phone and text Hikaru so he wont worry.

I'm busy. Friend needs help, walking home. Be back as soon as I can.

I send it then am about to put my phone away when I get a text.

Opening it I read it. It's from Blane, one my other friends that I don't share with Hikaru.

My house. Get here as fast as you can, alone.

I know exactly what he wants and he knows I never resist.

Okay, coming.

I reply to him and put my phone into my pocket.

Time to go.

I walk in the direction of his house, I'll get there in good time.

He lives at the edge of town so there isn't really any worries about time.

I think back to the first time with one of my 'friends'.

Flash back:

"Hey Kaoru." A group of my friends call to me as me and Hikaru pass by a skate park on a walk.

"Hey Trevor, Blane, Simon and Malcolm!" I call back.

"Come over here for a minute!" Trevor calls.

I am about to call that I am busy when I feel a hand on my shoulder.

Turning I see Hikaru's smiling face. "It's okay. Go play with your friends. Just promise we will spend the weekend together, just the two of us."

"You sure?" I ask uncertainly.

He nods and gently pushes me in the direction of my friends. "Go have fun."

"Thanks. Promise we'll have the whole weekend together." I run over to my friends and Hikaru leaves.

"So Trevor was hoping we could all go to his house and have some fun." Blane tells me. Blane has blue hair with darker blue streaks. He has shining pink eyes and blonde eyebrows. He's wearing a black tank top that's ripped in a few places from fighting with knives. He also wears faded jeans and dusty navy blue runners. Even though he likes the outside, surprisingly he's very pale. "How about joining us?" He smiles at me, they all do.

"Sure." Trevor is the fun guy so it should be really fun. "When?"

"Right now. We were about to head there when we saw you. Lets go." Trevor chuckles. Trevor has black hair that is short and makes his bangs look like an arrow head. He has brown eyes that are much like Haruhi's eyes and his skin is sun tanned slightly. He's wearing a pull over smoky grey hoodie with the hood over his head. He's also wearing cargo pants and muddy white sneakers. He takes the lead. "Race you slow pokes!" Trevor is athletic but fun at the same time.

"Hey no fair!" I laugh and race after him with our friends.

I come in third in the race to Trevor's place, Trevor then Malcolm got there before me. Behind me is Blane then Simon.

We stand at the door catching our breath.

"That was fun." Simon speaks up. Simon is as tall as Mori and he has black emo like hair. He has beautiful gold like eyes and well taken care of skin. He wears a tight fitting black with red flames around the edges tank top. He also wears skinny jeans and sometimes sunglasses but not today. He works at a strip club so he has to look his best all the time.

"It was." I agree.

Trevor lets us inside and we enter in the order that we came in the race; just Trevor is last.

The door shut behind us.

Suddenly I am grabbed and my eyes are covered. "No peeking." Blane giggles.

"Uh… okay." I am very confused on this but I don't struggle.

Someone pins my arms behind my back and I am being led deeper into the house.

My eyes are un covered and I am thrown onto a bed.

"Whats going on?" I ask out of shock and a scary feeling fills my heart, dreed.

Everyone joins me on the bed.

Blane pins me to the bed and Trevor comes up beside Blane.

Simon is groping Malcolm off on the side. Malcolm moaning and bucking his hips into Simon's hand.

"Don't worry Kaoru we won't hurt you…. Too bad." Blane laughs an insane sounding laugh, well its how his laugh sounds like all the time.

Trevor starts to strip me of my boxers and pants. Blane stripping me of my shirt.

"Wait!" I struggle to get away but Blane pins my hands above my head.

"Enjoy it." Blane snaps and he strips himself naked, Trevor doing the same.

I whimper, knowing I was going to get raped!

Blane moves his free hand down to my entrance and slips a finger inside me.

"No need to deny it Kaoru. Look you are enjoying it." Trevor purrs. He reaches down my body and touches my…. Dare I say it… growing erection…..

Oh god! This cant be happening!

I whine and gasp as Blane adds another finger and starts to stretch me.

"You'll have to suck me off when Blane enters you. Got it? No worries I'm sure you'll love it." Trevor pets my hair.

I wiggle my hips and suddenly freeze up, moaning. Pleasure shooting up my spine and spreading throughout my body.

"That's your sweet spot. Found it!" Blane happily chimes in. He adds a third finger and stretches me some more.

I groan and whimper as he does this.

Blane pulls out his fingers and I whine in disapproval at the loss of feeling.

Blane laughs and shifts, giving me a view of his erection. "Don't worry. You'll be getting something even better very soon." He flips me onto my hands and knees, my butt facing him.

My eyes are wide in fear. 'He's huge! How can he possibly think that it will fit inside me!' Runs through my mind as I watch Trevor move in front of my on his knees.

Trevor rubs the tip of his dick against my lips and Blane rubs the tip of his dick against my entrance.

Blane slams into me, pushing himself into me all at once.

I cry out in pain.

Trevor takes the chance to grab the back of my head and force my open mouth to take in his erection. "Suck." He commands.

I start to suck, wanting to get this over with and… I hate to admit it but maoning as Blane keeps pounding into me.

My body rocks back and forth slightly, every time Blane thrusts into me. This adds friction to Trevors dick with my teeth, as they'll brush against his dick every time Blane thrusts in.

I continue to suck on Trevors dick and try to push away this feeling of disgust rising up in me.

I want to be doing this with Hikaru, not them!

Blanes thrusts are getting more wild with every thrust he does. Trevor is bucking his hips into my mouth and panting as if he's close.

'Almost done.' I tell myself as I continue to suck on Trevor and trying not to scream for them to stop, knowing it would cause trouble.

Trevor moans loudly and fills my mouth. Out of instinct I swallow it all.

Blane slams into me one more time before his hot cum shoots into me.

I whimper at the feeling.

Blane and Trevors hips jerk as they come down from their high, also while they are finishing themselves off.

Trevor lets me remove my mouth from his dick and Blane pulls out of me.

All three of us panting heavily and not paying attention to the other two in the room.

End of flashback.

That was the day I lost my virginity but….. it wasn't too bad. It help me forget about my urges for Hikaru and helped me get him out of my mind for a bit. Even if its for a bit its worth it because I know Hikaru only loves me as a brother, nothing more.

I sigh. I had never been able to get the feeling of disgust off since the first time, its just faded so I can feel it but its not as bad as it used to be.

Time for another distraction.

AN:

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