Hello people! This is my first Inuyasha fic so please have mercy on me! Sadly I don't own Inuyasha or any of the characters mention in this story. -_-
Enjoy! Song belongs to Michelle Branch. ' Goodbye to you'
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We did it, we finally did it. It took three years but we finally defeated Naraku and completed the Shikon no Tama. Now all we had to do was decide who would use it. We didn't think about it for days, mainly because we were all so happy it was all over. Sango's kin had been avenged, Miroku's hand had healed, and Inuyasha had gotten his revenge. But in a way, I wasn't happy.
Of all the things I believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes but I do not cry
I'm counting the days that pass me by
I was sad because I would have to leave Sango who I had become a sister to, Shippo who I had become a second mother to, and yes, I would miss that lecherous monk Miroku. I was sad I would have to leave a world that had become a second home to me, a place were we faced danger and surpassed it, were we learned from your mistakes. But mostly, I hated the idea of having to leave Inuyasha.
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
are starting to get old
feels like I'm starting all over again
the last three years were just pretend
and I said,
I knew I would have to leave. I had to leave because I had a family on the other side of the bone eater's well, a family that loved me, another life. Without the Shikon jewel I wouldn't be able to travel between worlds, the past and present. I had to leave because I couldn't be with him, because his heart belonged to Kikyo.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I never expected things to happen the way they did. I never expected to get pulled down the well and into the feudal era. I never expected to be the reincarnation of a powerful miko or to break the Shikon jewel I was supposes to protect and purify. I never expected to find such wonderful friends like Sango, Shippo, Miroku, and Keade. But most of all, I never expected to fall in love with a hanyou named Inuyasha.
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems I can't live a day
Without you
Closing me eye sand you
Chase my thoughts away
To a place were I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
At first we didn't get along, but as time went by, we became good friends. Over the years my friendship turned to love, but I never had the guts to tell him so. Now because of my foolish shyness, I lost him. I accept that fact now. It's sad, he was never mine to begin with, so I lost nothing, except my heart.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I'm going to miss the way we would fight before I would go home. The way Inuyasha or me would blush when we hugged or when he carried me. I'll miss the way Shippo would tease Inuyasha, and how he would react. I'll miss the way Inuyasha would wait by the well for me to return or when he came to get me. At first, I took all that for granted. But I guess you don't realize what you have, until you lose it.
And it hurts to want everything and
Nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
And I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
They all left it to me to make the finally wish that would purify and destroy the Shikon jewel. Shippo didn't want it, Miroku was happy and had no need for it, and Sango wanted nothing more to do with it. Inuyasha, well I wasn't sure what he wanted, but I can guess, Kikyo.
I went to Inuyasha, and I found him with Kikyo. I wasn't surprised, but I wasn't hurt a little. I asked him what he wanted to do with the jewel; neither of them wanted it. They said I should make the wish, so I did. I wished Kikyo could live again. I knew Inuyasha would be happy with that.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I walked up to Inuyasha and he went to hug me but I stopped him. I reached behind his neck and removed the necklace; there was no need for it anymore. He looked at me with a questioned look and I just shook my head and smiled, " To help me remember you by." I knew it was never meant to be between Inuyasha and me, so I gave him a second chance with Kikyo. The way it should have been. I turned to leave and walked in the direction of the well, my heart screaming the entire way. Over the years I had gotten use to the pain, but this was harder then I thought.
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tired to hold on to
I reached the well and lifted myself, for the last time, over the edge of the well.
' I love you Inuyasha.' My heart, my soul thought as I fell down the well, back to my own time. " Goodbye."
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
Some what do you think? Kikyo haters please don't kill me! If I get enough reviews I just might put up a sequel. So please review!
