It's been about a week now, since John & Adam got into that fight. John & I have been hanging out a lot more. Just knowing I have the comfort, & security from him makes me feel better. Hell, he's even brought me ice cream, & we watched sappy movies on my sad days. I've never noticed until now that he's actually a great guy. I mean, he watches Bailey for me, he loves her. That's another plus about him. He also can't wait for her to get back so we can take her to the zoo. I can't be falling for him, I just can't do it. But he's just so damn sweet, & cute. I can't help myself. I shook the thoughts out of my head, & Walked to the kitchen to get myself a glass of water. I took a sip of my cold water, & sat on my couch to watch a T.V. Show. Hmmm, Pretty Little Liars, that works. I watched it for a little while, than I heard a knock at my door. I made my way down the hallway, & opened the door to see John.

"Hey Micks," He smiled.

I returned the smile, "Hey John, what are you doing?"

He held up The Woman in Black DVD, "Wanna watch?"

"How did you get that, it's only in theaters?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Well, you see, I'm kinda.. Famous as you'd say. I get everything,"

I scoffed, "Sure John," I laughed & moved so he could enter.

He walked down the hallway in front of me, & I couldn't help but to stare at his ghetto booty.

"You know, I can tell that you're staring at my ass," John faced me, & smiled.

I blushed, & looked down, "Sorry,"

He put his finger under my chin, & lifted my head up, "Don't be sorry," He winked.

I stared into his eyes, & didn't say a word. & just like I had hoped, he kissed me. It wasn't just a peck either, it was a full blown make out session. He pick me up as I wrapped my legs around his firm waist. He walked down the hallway, & threw me onto my king sized bed. He got on top of me, & I proceeded to wrap my bare legs around him once again. I jerked his shirt off, & he kissed down my neck, & started to my chest. He hesitated & stared at me.

"What?" I asked.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He raised an eyebrow at me.

It was so sexy when he done that. It just made me have an attraction to him even more.

I smirked, & started kissing him again. I pulled away, "Yes, I want to,"

He shrugged his shoulders, & started kissing my chest again. "Wait a second," I smiled.

"Uhmm?"

I sat up, & slowly took off my tank top to reveal my lace bra. "Damn," He stared.

"Yes?"

With nothing more, He went back at it. Licking my bra line, & to my cleavage. I arched my back a bit as he bit the top of my breast. He might not look it, but I can already tell he's going to be great in bed. I moved my hands to his blue jean shorts, & pulled him closer to me. I'm taking that it really turned him on considering that he pulled my shorts off. I bit my lip as I undone his pants button. He smirked, & finished the job by pulling his pants completely off revealing his gray boxers. "Getting excited, are we?" He asked.

"Well of course, It's not everyday I get someone like you, Ad-" I stopped in mid sentence.

He nodded his head, "I knew it,"

"I'm- I'm sorry, John," I turned away.

He got up, "It's fine, Mickie,"

He held his head low & slowly pulled his pants up.

"John, I really didn't mean-,"

He shook his head, "You did, I should have known better than that,"

"What do you mean?"

"You don't love me, You love him. I'll never replace that," He turned to me, as a tear rolled down his face. My heart dropped. I couldn't stand to see him cry. I stood up, & hugged him.

"I can't help it, John," I squeezed him tighter.

He finally wrapped his arms around me, "I know, but I don't see why you don't just get back with him if you miss him that much,"

"After all that he's done to me. I really couldn't if I wanted to. I mean, he left me right before-"

John put his finger over my lips, & shushed me, "I know you don't like talking about it, so don't,"

I nodded, & put my head on his shoulder as I started to cry.

"Hey now,none of that," He moved a bit, & smiled.

I looked at him, "Why? I fuck everything up,"

He wiped the tears from my face, "No, you don't. You've just been through a lot," He smiled, "to be honest, I couldn't have went through all the stuff you have,"

I put a weak smile on my face, "Thanks, John,"

He shook his head, "Don't thank me. I'm telling you the truth, you're the strongest girl I've ever met,"

I love how sweet he can be. Even though I hurt him so much, he's still there for me no matter what. I could never repay him for that.

"So, lets watch this movie," He put up the DVD.

I put my hands on my hips, "Who made you boss, mister?"

"I'm always the boss," He smirked, & put in the Woman in Black in.

After the movie with John, I decided to go hang out with Candice, & Phil. Since Bailey won't be back for two weeks, I have to find something to do. I walked down the narrow hallway, almost to Candice's room, then I saw the slim, tan, & very upset Candice Michelle.
"Hey hunny, what's wrong?" I put my hand on her shoulder as I gave her worried eyes.
"It's nothing," She turned from me.
I scanned around a bit, then noticed her lover wasn't anywhere to be seen, "Where's-"
"Phil? Good question. I have no earthly clue as to where he is, & quite frankly, I'm getting sick of it,"
I widened my eyes, I know Candice very well, & when she starts talking in a smart manner, something is defiantly wrong.
"Well, maybe he's at the store? Or at Starbucks! Yeah, he's getting you guys coffee!" I smiled, but it soon faded as Candice stomped away.
"Okay, see you later," I mumbled to myself.
"Talking to yourself?"
"Yeah, since no one will listen to me," I turned around, & faced him.
"Oh, I see. But, you know, I always listen,"
I slightly laughed, "Yeah, I know better than that, Adam,"
He smiled, "Look, I know you & John have a thing going now, & I don't want to ruin it, so I'll just be going," Adam started to walk away.
"I hope you know that John & I have nothing," I sighed. I wanted him to leave me alone, but one little part in me didn't want him hurt. No matter how much pain he's put me through, I can't live with myself knowing I'm just putting on an act to put him in misery.
"That's not what I've seen,"
"What you've seen is not what's really going on. I've tried my best to get away from you, but I just can't seem to do it. I don't know why. I've even tried to walk away from the WWE to get away from you, but something in me just won't let me,"

"You know, Mickie, I love you. That's why I'm trying to make things right between us," He sighed & moved a piece of hair out of my face.
"Adam, I don't love you, I can't," I moved away from him, I can't tell him the truth. I'm caught between a rock & a hard place right now. I could tell Adam that I never want to see him, & live on with my miserable life, or I could try to be sociable with him, & be somewhat happy. I've never been so confused in my life.
He nodded, "I understand that, but will you do me a favor?"
"Sure, what is it?"
"Have dinner with me," He smiled.
I pondered on what would happen if I said yes to dinner. Would he try anything with me, or would we just be casual, & have a nice time?
"Okay Adam, but on one condition,"
"What's that, Micks?"
"For one, don't call me Micks, we aren't friends. Anyways, we are going as acquaintances, not a couple, nor as friends," I put my hands on my hips.
He pulled me towards him, & slightly hugged me, "Okay, I accept that,"
I pulled away from him, & fixed my figure, "Alright, see you around 8:00?"
"Sure thing, Mickie,"