Title: If I Never Knew You
Rating: T
Genres: Romanic
Words: 2,260...something like that
Warnings: the F word is mentioned once, to anyone that cares
Published: 11/12/05
Summary: Will Winry give up on Edward? Will Edward start to care more about Winry? Will he have the courage and confidence to tell how he really feels about her? Will there be love right from the very start? …Ed maybe himself as a rude and serious person.. and will always be cool, but he sure can be sweet
Author's Note: Hey hey hey! Thanks for coming to read my story, I really appreciate it. When you read my story it would best for you to imagine it in picture or clip In your head while you are reading and read the story slowly. That's what I do when I read other peoples stories. I got the title from the song from Pocahontas. So I don't own the song from Pocahontas. So now just Sit back, relax, and ENJOY THE STORY, HOPE YOU LIKE!
I do not own Full Metal Alchemist, sadly.
If I Never Knew You
A day with clear blue skies and the beautiful grounds of Resembol. Ed and Al, back once again from their long continuing search of the Philosopher's Stone. Ed's automail arm in disability in need of repairs.
As they walk up the path way, seen from a house at the end of the path, Winry, on the patio, watching their every move. As they got closer and closer, Winry ran in the house.
"Al, you know I really want to be here, but then I don't."
"Why do you think that brother?"
"Because I don't want to be hit upside my forehead with that damn wr-"
All of a sudden a big ole wrench flown across the air and ended up on Edward's forehead, causing him to squirt out blood. Ed, knocked out by the force of Winry's throw aimed straight for his forehead.
"Now your back for after so long! I was so worried about you guys! You could have mailed me, called, or would have done something to keep me informed about what was happening with you guys!"
"Sorry Winry…we are just so busy with the orders we follow and all this other stuff we end up having to do."
Ed awoke from his KO (knockout).
"ok, I'm walking peacefully up a path way to Winry's house and all of a sudden I end up on the ground with blood running down my face! WHAT HELL HAPPE--!
Interrupted by Al…
"..you should already know what happened brother, it happens to you all the time…a wrench always end up on your forehead everytime we get here."
"Shut up."
Winry, standing right in front of Edward, furious and mad as hell. Ed glanced up…
"heh heh.…hi Winry." '
"Yeah, hi to you too! What the hell happened to your am, my master piece, the beautiful automail arm I worked my hardest on specially for you?"
"well uh…what do you think happened to it!"
"don't get smart with me, it probably got damaged AGAIN in one of your fights!"
Winry pulled Ed up from the ground.
"Thanks."
"Uh huh..your welcome."
"ok now as you were saying, yes it got broken in a fight, a bunch of pieces flew off and then it just didn't work properly."
"Edward!...you need to be much more careful with that arm!...you hear me?"
"YES! I hear you Winry, I HEAR YOU!"
"OK!...jeez! you don't have to be mad about it."
"whatever….can we go inside, so you can look at my arm now?"
"…yeah, sure."
Through the front entrance doors of Winry's house, through the Kitchen, and down the hall they walked. Al headed upstairs into Ed and his room to unpack. Ed and Winry, in the workshop, Winry is getting her tools to begin working on Ed's automail arm.
"Sit there on the desk."
Ed took off his shirt for Winry to get access to the upper part of his arm, he walked towards the desk and climbed up on it. Laying across the entire desk, Winry began working on his automail arm.
'wow….did he workout or something?...its probably from all that fighting, running, walking, and all the stuff he does all the time while out on his search for the philosopher's stone…but he is so much cuter then I thought, I guess he changed a little over the time he was gone.'
sigh... Winry had a depressed look on her face.
"Whats wrong?"
"…nothing."
"don't lie to me Winry."
"im not lying."
"Winry…."
"like I said, there is nothing wrong with me."
"and like I said, DO NOT LIE TO ME WINRY!" he yelled, tears began to well up in Winry's eyes.
"….You're a stubborn jackass! Now im defiantly not lieing Edward!" she said with anger, as tears ran down her cheeks.
"If I would have told you what was wrong with me, you wouldn't even give a damn anyways! So I don't know why you even asked me that stupid question!"
"what the hell!..why would you think I wouldn't care!"
"oh PLEASE! You sure don't act like you don't give a damn about anything, about me, about my work that I use my time on you, about your arm, ANYTHING!"
"but I do care damn it!"
"ok whatever….just fuck it…I don't care anymore….im just going to work on your arm and get this damn thing over with."
Silence went across her workshop, she continued on his arm and worked on repairing it. Soon as she was done, she slammed her tools in her tool box, grabbed it, and stormed out her workshop.
Ed still laying down across the desk, on his side, fiddling with a left over screw Winry didn't need, he thought…
'…damn, do I really act like I don't care about things? How come she thinks that? I guess I have to start working on showing that I care about stuff and especially her……this is all screwed up, I really do care for her though, like if she was my everything….well I mean she is but I don't know if I should talk to her or not about how I feel about her, she's pretty much in a bad mood right now, so I guess ill just go outside and get some flowers for her and then I can probably cheer her up or something….oh! and maybe I can write a …poem…for her?..nah! I shouldn't…or maybe I should…sigh…I guess ill try, well its all for Winry so I guess its worth it.'
He got up off the table and headed out the room, forgotten about his shirt on the floor. Through the hallway, pass the living room—saw Winry on the couch with her knees up to her chest and with her arms folded on top of her knees. Crying tears of sadness. Ed standing quietly at the doorway, in thought…
'…im so sorry Winry.'
Every sob she made, made him worse and worse, and had him realize how much she goes through for him and how much care she has for him.
Ed quietly walked down the hallway, through the kitchen, and out the door. Trying the hurry up and pick up flowers for Winry. Along the pathway there were a few flowers, more than few, enough to satisfy Winry.
"1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8.."
Counting a total of 10 flowers, a few roses, a few tulips, and a few sunflowers. He returned back to WInry's house. He decided to write out the poem for Winry later and headed straight towards the living room. Stopped right at the doorway, pulled the flowers behind his back, and knocked 2 times on the wall beside the doorway.
"GO AWAY, GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME!" she screamed.
Ed walked in, closer and closer to the couch where she sat crawled up on. And sat on his knees on the ground by her.
"Winry……"
"..DIDNT I JUST SAY GO?" she turned, ended up in Ed's face, screaming in frustration.
"here.."
Ed placed the flowers in front of her, then placed them on her lap. Winry looked down and grabbed the flowers and threw them across the room angrily.
"ED, HOW MANY TIMES AM I GOING TO SAY GO AWAY?" tears ran down her face.
Winry, I'M SORRY!...I'm sorry ok?...Please, im trying to do the best I can to convince you to forgive me."
"Ed..LOOK! you are going to have to try harder to convince me to do anything to you or for you!"
"Winry, PLEASE! I AM SORRY! PLEASE WINRY PLEASE!"
"EDWARD ELRIC, GOT DAMN IT! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY FACE!"
"Winry…I…I..I.I LOVE YOU!"
"What the hell?"
"I Love you Winry."
Silence went out across the room, they both stared into each others eyes, Winry, in shock. Ed thought..
'wow…I actually said it, that's hard to believe..me?..actually saying this to Winry Rockwell?..i mean its true but…I actually said it..wow'
They both continued to stare into each others eyes, Winry, still in shock.
"Winry…if you were never in my life, I don't know what I would do without you. If I never knew you, if I never felt this love, I would have no clue of how precious life can be. For now on, I promise that whenever I make you cry, It would be tears of happiness. For now on I would be so grateful to you, I would live my whole life through with you and it will last forever. Winry, I love you, with all of my heart and in the past I should've cared for you more but all that I've shown was that was the kind of care I thought I was care but it wasn't care at all and all it did was to put you through pain and in hurt. So Winry Rockwell, I am sorry for all the things I have done to you, that have hurt you."
Winry is still in shock after what Ed said, that meant so much to her.
"uh wow Ed, I have never EVER heard you say that all at once, that isn't you at all."
"I know but I just had to let it all out from the heart and I didn't know I had it in me. But I spoke the truth to you, that I love you and always will. Ha, and I will defiantly care more for you than for anything else.. ok Winry?"
"..ok."
Ed reached in closer to her, still on his knees, and gave her a kiss on her forehead, then on her nose, and then began kissing her slowly at first on her lips and made his way through in as a passionate kiss, as they grinded in harder towards each other. Ed slid his hand up Winry's neck up towards in the back of her head in her hair.
Winry then slightly moved away from his lips to his cheek, kissing it in different places at a time.
"mmmmm…Ed?"
"yes winry?"
"If I never knew you, I wouldn't even be here right now next to you, enjoying this moment with you, I love you too, with all of my heart, soul, and understanding. If I never knew you and if I never felt this love, I agree with you that I would never have no clue of how precious life could be. I don't know what I would do without you Ed. I just don't know."
Tears began to form in Winry's eyes. Then one tear began running down her cheek.
"Awww…Winry, its ok…im here now. You got me right here in front of you with you, I love you Winry, I truly do."
Ed wiped the tears coming down from Winry's face and kissed her lightly on her cheek. He then hugged her tightly in his arms and said,...
"You will never leave me, you will be everywhere I go, I will never forget about you, and you will always be on my mind and in my heart."
Ed got up off the ground, got on the couch next to Winry. To cuddle her up in his arms.
He put one leg up across the couch and the other left on the floor. He grabbed Winry by her waist and pulled her towards him. Wrapped his arms around her and began kissing her lightly on the side of her neck. He laid her on him for her to rest on his chest. He moved the hair out of her face and kissed her again on top of her head. He then laid there, resting beside the love of his life.
As they both lay there in peace on the couch, the love between them is the greatest feeling, the love that they feel for each other from now on, each and everyday. Love for them is like a smile they have for each other, it's a great emotion to keep them going strong. They love each other with their hearts and their soul. They love the way they keep loving, like a love they can not control. So as they remember when their eyes meet, they will love each other with all their heart and as they will pour out their entire soul into each other, right from the very start.
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