Bang

That was it bang

He had hoped for something more.

But no, just bang well not just bang.

Hot searing pain

Screaming

Hard ground

Rain

But nothing that he had expected

What happened to a hero's amazing showdown?

The searing pain was back with anguished cries for some kind on response

He was beyond that

He was standing in front of amazing white light

He felt torn

Life flashed in front of him

Should he turn away?

Should he brave the pain, the rescue, the recovery, the worry?

Was the lack of love, care and want worth it?

Or was floating and warmth and oblivion better

He stood between the middle

Crying filled his senses

Pain was back, the light was fading

He tried to reach out and pull it back

He could feel pressure holding his hand

He wasn't ready to embrace reality just yet

But it was clear that he was loved more then he knew.