I wanted that baby.
I didn't even know I wanted it, but I did.
I would have made a good father like I used to be.
I would have helped Neecole.
But there isn't a baby.
I wont get to know that joy again anytime soon.
I wont head my child's cries.
I wont get to rock my child to sleep nor feed it.
I wont be able to kiss or hug my child
There was no child.
She lied to me.
Neecole lied to me.
Will I ever get to know that joy again?
Will I ever be a father again?
My heart feels empty again.
Granted, it was a shock to find out she was 'pregnant'
But I accepted it.
Now...She lied.