IfICould

*Note* Not all poems have to rhyme, do they? Because some of the best ones I've seen don't. Okay, that's all I have to say.

If I could...

If I could, I would have known about this.

I shouldn't have been taken

Shouldn't have allowed it to be done.

But it was too late when I realized the truth,

And I was no longer in control.

If I could have realized it sooner,

Would this have happened?

Now I ask,

bottled up in the back of my own mind,

Why, God, why?

But the answer doesn't matter.

Because it won't change anything.

I didn't mean to be dragged into this,

This war between worlds.

But I was.

And I hate it.

If I could, I would stop it right now.

I see my brother, Jake,

And I see the faint flicker of pity in his eyes.

And I think...

What if I could have turned back time?

Stopped this from happening to myself?

Would he still have that look?

Would I be able to tell him?

Did he already know?

What if I could warn him?

I thought of these things in vain,

Because I knew it woul never happen.

But I still think, though it be a naive thought,

What if I could?