Sometimes it lasts in love, But sometimes it hurts instead
AUTHOR-McKenzie
Rating – M
Song-Adelle Someone Like you
Chapter 1 – Can I Move On
Aaron had now being moping around smithy's cottage for almost 3 days everything going through his head as he looked at the picture on his bed side cabinet it was a picture of him and Jackson once so happy but now lost to the despair of evil he picked up the picture which was surrounded by the metal frame and through it against the wall seeing it bounce back he fell to the floor tears filling his eyes uncontrollable shaking as he fell against the bed the back of his head now starting to bound as he kept hitting it against the bed hoping the pain would take away how he felt for Jackson the pain killed he just wanted him back but was that ever going to happen he looked at his phone for the 300th time that day he scrolled to Jacksons name pressing the text button can i move on he texted and pressed send he then looked at his photos on his phone seeing the once so happy moments brought the tears back he then wipes his eyes looking through his contacts then seeing he received one new message when he looked at it it wasn't from Jackson it was from Adam who had being in London for a week with Scarlet
*Hey dude i just heard about you and Jackson im sorry you 2 were good together i hope your okay if you need me am only a text or phone call away A x*
As Aaron read it he found himself smiling for the first time in ages he pressed the reply button thinking over in his head what to reply he couldn't be honest and tell him all he wanted to do was die everything he wanted had just walked out on him he couldn't tell him how he truly felt so he just said what he could
*hey how was London and its alright it was a few days ago i aint gonna lie its gonna be hard but i have my mates around me don't i fancy coming over tonight A x*
He laughs as he hits reply thinking to himself i could do so much better than Jackson anyways im so gonna get over him no matter what he takes he looked to his phone seeing he had one new message
*you getting soft in your old age lad yeah sure ill come around 9 A x*
Reading the reply he laughs to himself without bothering to reply back
Adam was at home eating when he had finished eating he washed the plates and walked to his room lying on his bed he knew he had to Finnish it with Scarlett she wasn't what he wanted right now he didn't even no himself what he wanted he just knew she wasn't it she wasn't the one he sat up looking at his phone as he saw a picture of him and Aaron he laughed thinking to himself those were the days when it was just us he slipped the phone back into his pocket pacing up and down in his 3 quarter length jeans and blue checkered shirt he sat against the bed he did the worst thing possible and texted Scarlett
*sorry were over it aint you its me i no thats what everyone says but i swear it is im sorry A *
a small sigh of relief comes to his face as he then walks out the house to Aarons
aaron was at home when he heard someone walking through to the main lounge he quickly runs downstairs topless to see who it was he looked around seeing it was Adam
*you ever heard of knocking* aaron sighed
*you ever heard of locking the door* Adam laughed looking at him
Aaron looked at his friend for a second trying to think of a come back before just nudging him telling him to shut up
Adam made a funny face in Aarons direction as aaron looked he pushes him laughing before there eyes met they knew the attraction was there but ignored it it was like an penlight of flame the love they were holding just neither of them would admit it
Aaron looked at him for what seemed like ages when in reality it had only being 5 seconds he then snaps out laughing asking *so what we playing*
Adam smiled as he picked up a game fifa 11 he threw it in Aarons face indicating for him to put it in because he couldn't be bothered
Aaron just shook his head with a smile breaking out replying to Adam *you're so fucking lazy*
Adam jumps up looking at him as he then stands against the wall almost smirking by now *i have being helping dad at the farm that's harder work than fixing a car sorry*
Aaron laughs running up to him playfully tickling him till he looks in his face their eyes meet again but this time for longer as Adam leans in to meet with Aarons face their lips are almost touching just as paddy walks in Adam pushes Aaron off him and jumps down acting casual like nothing just happened like he didn't just nearly kiss his best mate he puts his head in his hands as paddy walks in saying hey to them both he looks up *hey padster* he laughs as he then looks at Aaron then looks at paddy smiling just shaking his head basically saying hey he then looks down to the floor
Paddy realising he might of interrupted something quickly makes an exit
Aaron sees paddy walking out before looking at Adam *what just happened*
Adams head was filled with thoughs he had never had before all he knew now is he wanted aaron more than he had ever let on but he didn't want aaron to think he was a freak
*i don't no one minute you were tickling me then we nearly kissed*adam says before standing up declaring that he's going to go home just as he got up he fell to the floor he's heart pumping up and down and he's face going white
Aaron gets up running over to him sitting by his side as he starts shaking retrieving his mobile from his own pocket dialling 999 before asking for an ambulance and giving them smithy cottages address he looks down as he holds Adam close to him don't die on me don't die please you can't go he cries frantically panicking